Hey everybody this is my first fanfic! I really hope you guys enjoy the story and tell me anything in response.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN VAMPIRE ACADEMY

Seeking Happiness

We tend to seek happiness,

When happiness is actually a choice

Chapter 1... TEN MONTHS AGO

I've been feeling kind of funny these past few weeks to the point that I might be dying. I cannot stop myself from vomiting every and anything I eat. One day I could eat it the next it disgusts me. Lissa has noticed my symptoms and became very worried. She has tried many times to heal me but it seemed that my body would not let her. I just shrugged it off thinking that it's no big deal.
And boy was I wrong...
It got to the point where lissa would stay the night with me and became my personal maid. After a few days of her there I got tired of this vomiting. I agreed to go to the doctor and see if I was really dying after all. I know I'm over exaggerating but it was a serious thought at the time. Lissa held my hand as we walked in the clinic. Once we stepped inside, goose bumps suddenly appeared on my arms out if nowhere. Why do they always keep the clinics so damn cold? It would be a miracle to work here. Then again... these people do it all the time.
As soon as the doctor was ready to see me Lissa had to wait outside. The doctor questioned my illness to see what the hell was wrong with me. I believed his name was Dr. Mendoza but I wasn't in too much for introductions to pay attention. Dr. Mendoza scratched his pen onto the paper of his clip board not saying a word. Finally he grabbed my hand as I was still sitting on the bed feeling my breathing increase. The doctor pulled his rolling chair next to the bed and sat down not letting go of my hand. He actually squeezed my hand. Then and there I knew something was up and being typical Rose Hathaway I couldn't hold my tongue, "Just say it already!"

The doctor jumped at my outburst and I had to put my head down biting my bottom lip soon regretting my actions. The doctor just squeezed my hand once more," Ms. Hathaway, with the symptoms that you are feeling there is no doubt that you are expecting."

My head snapped up to look at the doctor in the eyes but he was soon getting off of his chair. I grabbed his sleeve," Expecting what!" I exclaimed.
The doctor smiled and patted the hand that was gripping his sleeve, " A child my dear."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I wouldn't believe!

"This has to be a mistake!" For some reason I couldn't stop raising my voice every time I spoke. I shook my head lowering my voice back to normal, "I just- but..." I couldn't get the words out I kept on shaking my head. The only person I ever slept with was Dimitri. But he was a dampire.

"He was a dampire." I said finally finding my voice," That is not possible."

The doctor was a mori that was about six feet with pale skin. His hazel eyes searched mine, "Are you sure?"

I nod my head remembering that day in the cabin but soon shook it off before my emotions come. Suddenly, a thought came to mind. I was shadow kissed. Maybe that was the reason I could get pregnant. The doctor agreed and put a hand on my shoulder, "You, my dear, have a miracle growing inside of you." He paused, "Congratulations." he then smiled and left the room. Lissa came in as I felt my face return to it natural tan color instead of pale.

"What happened? Is everything ok?" She asked grabbing my hand. Through the bond I felt her concern for me. Even if we didn't have the bond I could see the concern in her eyes. I nod my head. I had to tell her. I took a deep breath and quickly spit out the words before I could think twice about keeping it a secret.

"I'm pregnant."

I saw Lissa's eyes widen as she squeezed her grip on my hand. Soon I felt fear through the bond. I looked at her confused. Why was she so terrified?
But I soon figured it out when she spoke.

"No you didn't. Not-"

"No!" I said not meaning to yell. I squeezed her hand and chuckled, "Trust me. It's not Adrian's."

Relived flood through me and I knew the feeling was coming from her. When we were going back to my dorm I explained to her that Dimitri was the father.

"What are you going to do?" She asked closing the door to my dorm. I walked across my living room to the small kitchen table and sat down.

I shrugged, "What am I supposed to do?"

She came and sat down across from me, "Tell him! You should call him now."

I shook my head," He's already gone with Tasha to who knows where. I want him to come back for me and not because he's stuck here cause of the baby."

Lissa sighed and laid her head on top of the table. I laughed trying not to make the tension of the topic get to us. She looked up at me and raised her eyebrow. I was jealous that everyone can do that except for me.

"What's so funny?" She asked.

"Who knew?" I shrugged, "Who knew that the famous Rose Hathaway would be a mother?"

Lissa smiled at my joke and shook her head, "Who knew you were going to get pregnant before me."

Suddenly a thought popped into my head. If I was pregnant, how would I become Lissa's guardian? I started to panic as reality hit me across the face. What am I to do? I quickly got out of my chair and started to pace in the room. Lissa noticed my change of attitude and quickly got to her feet as well.

"Rose, what's wrong?" She asked.

I shake my head, " How am I going to be your guardian when I'm pregnant, Lissa?"

"It's ok. We'll get through this. Maybe they'll let you when the baby's out." She grabbed my arm to make me stop moving around. I just noticed that I was hugging myself. "Ok," I said," Lets go to Headmistress Kirova,"

Lissa nodded and we headed out of the door. By the time we got there we told her the condition and she could not believe her ears. She started to pace the room as I had and mumbling words under her breath. She then told me that if I am ahead of my work and graduate safely with the baby then she would still consider me as a guardian. I smiled at the thought because graduation was coming as soon as we speak. Lissa jumped up in joy and started to hug me in a tight. I felt the side of my lips pull into a smile.
As soon as I went back to my dorm I was tired. Lissa had to leave and meet with Christian. I told her that it was ok to tell him since they ARE together. I jumped on my bed and looked out the window. It was morning for humans but night time for us. I slowly got to my feet taking one more glance at the sun before closing the blinds. I went back to bed to let sleep take over. But before I fully went to sleep Dimitri's face popped in my head then disappeared. I sighed. It's going to be a long night.

A/N: Ok this was the first chapter. I'm also one of those people that hate lagging updates. So I'm going to try to update every week… maybe less. Well thank you for reading :)