Herro~ New fanfic for KENTIN! :3 hope you enjoy and please R&R! I always love reviews! :D
I didn't know what to do. I was at a loss when he confessed. We were in the courtyard of our school; right outside the front door and in front of a maple tree. He had asked me to follow him because he wanted to tell me something. I told him I needed to meet up with my friends for lunch but he just grabbed my hand and walked off, towing me along. I couldn't help but think 'since when did he grow so confident? Where did the old Ken go?'
I mean, if this was the old Ken, before he went to military school and came back, he would just be shy or try to get my attention somehow. Instead, he chose to grab my hand and lead me to wherever he wanted me to go. It took a few months for me to get used to his new self.
He grew taller, taller than me now, compared to when we were at our old school. He is 5'7 and I'm 5'5 now. I still can't believe what a growth spurt he had. He was no longer the sweet and innocent Ken I knew, replaced with a man who was hardened through military school. He undoubtedly matured and definitely grew hotter. Girls were swoon over him and his drastic change in appearance; even going so far as to throw themselves onto him. But of course, he told them off and scaring some of the girls in the process. He grew colder at military camp, that's for sure. I even thought he hated me. But over the months getting used to calling him 'Kentin' rather than 'Ken', I still found remnants of the old Ken. The kind-hearted, sweet Ken. Well, he still likes chocolate chip cookies, so he's not a complete 180 degree turn different. For that I'm glad.
Truth be told, when he left, I felt like there was a hole in my chest. I don't know. I wasn't in love with him. I think. Maybe it was because I got used to him following me around or something.
In any case, during the time he left, I fell in love with Castiel. I wasn't going out with Castiel and I bet my love is one-sided but... When he confessed so suddenly, what do you expect me to do? I don't want to go out with someone I don't like and it would be painful for him to go out with someone who doesn't return your feelings, so I can't go out with him.
"I'm sorry Kentin, I-I have someone else i like." I saw his eyes droop down, his expression telling me he was sad and disappointed. But then he looked back up, determination filled his eyes.
"I'll wait. I'll make you fall head over heels in love with me." My heart skipped a beat at his words and how his eyes bore deep within my soul, forever imprinting his determination into my memory. He grabbed my arm, jerking me forward to bring me into his chest, embracing me with his left hand entangled in my long brown hair to bring my head to his rather hard chest and the other hand was at the small of my back to pull me flush against him. I could hear his heart thump in his chest, racing just like mine. I couldn't hold back my blush when I felt his hands on me and his heartbeat dominating the sounds I heard. All but the words that left his lips. "I won't give up on you. Not then, not now, not ever. I love you and i want you in my arms. I can't stand even seeing you with another guy, Yuki. You have my heart. I know I'm being selfish, but I want your heart as well. You know I always loved you. Even at military school, I couldn't stop thinking about you. I'm hopelessly in love with you, so hurry up and fall for me."
I couldn't move. My heart was racing at his words. I was at a complete loss at what to do in a situation like this. He held me tighter and brought his hands to my shoulders and moved me back a little so he could see my face. He saw how red he made my face become which made me even more embarrassed. He gently brought his forehead to mine, leaning down, his pleading emerald eyes looking straight into my chestnut brown eyes. "Please." When his eyes were looking at me like that, I couldn't help but be entranced. I couldn't look away. And even if I could, I wouldn't.
We stood there for what felt like years, only caught in each other's gaze. But that didn't last. My best friend, Reina, opened the door to the courtyard, bringing my attention to her. Kentin didn't look away. He still stared at me even though I broke the eye contact. He watched as my blush grew even more in embarrassment of being seen by Reina.
"Uhh... Am I interrupting something, Yuki?" She stood there looking at me and then at Kentin and back at me, trying to piece together why we were so close to each other.
"Reina. No, I was just finishing up our conversation. Go back to our spot first. I'll be right there." She looked back at him then back at me, nodded and left. Without looking at him, I spoke.
"Let me go. I need to leave." He held me there for a few more seconds before removing his hands from my shoulders.
"I'll make you fall for me. I won't lose you to Castiel." I walked off to our usual spot for lunch, blushing furiously, as I felt his stare on the back of my head.
What do I do?