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"Clary, just think before you do this! All you ever do is put all of us in danger, you're so selfish, you only think about yourself!" Jace yelled. I looked at him, slipping in between life and death.
I was sick and dying but I had just jumped in the way of speeding silver bullets that were going to hit Maia and I was selfish. I had several bullets, knives and whatnot shot though me from when I jumped in front of people to save them and I was selfish. That was it. I slowly tried to sit up in bed.
"Where are you going?" Alec asked me worriedly. "Find the nearest Downworlder who wants to kill me, that's where." I scowled. "Clary, you promised you would work on this and control it." Simon said, narrowing his eyes.
"I did, I truly did and I can't control it, I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside. It's devastating, losing close friends. Today I made the worst mistake." I said.
"What was it?" Isabelle asked curiously. "I put my trust into someone I don't know." I said, looking out the window. "Who hurt you?" Jace asked. "You, called me selfish." I stated. He didn't say anything.
"I jumped in front of several silver bullets and knives and such to save someone I'm not responsible for, and I'm selfish. I'd die for others. I'm dying now and you guys don't even realize it.
I've been having harder time breathing and talking and even moving, but has anyone noticed. Or maybe all the cuts." I screamed. "Clary, you know this thing is part of your emotions, be careful." Simon warned.
"No, let's show them what happened when Valentine got me, what he did to me." I said looking at him. He sighed, "I, will not be held, responsible."
"Well, here we go." I muttered. I sat up and leaned against a pillow. I slowly pulled over my black stretch shirt, revealing black lace like designs all over my skin.
All of them gasped except Simon who already knew. "Tada! I'm not normal anymore. I'm a cross between demon and angel. Isn't this great?" I asked with fake perkiness.
"How did this happen?" my mother exclaimed, "You're so, so tainted!" I sneered, "I, how so sad that your second child is tainted. You know what, so was your son!" she looked stunned. "I was so happy with him, god I almost loved the kid. I kissed him!" I screamed. "Clary, he was evil and your brother!" Isabelle screamed.
"Oh, boo hoo. Well guess what, so am I now." I said as I threw my arms up into the air. I jumped out of bed. "You know, he gave me some good advice, Valentine. He said that you would betray me in the end, see me as a monster even if I could control it." I said over my shoulder at them, "Looks like you already did."
"Clary, stop. You saved me, which is what's real. Who you are is what counts, you're a good person." Mia said. "Not anymore, not again." I said looking down. She put a hand on my shoulder and she instantly pulled away with a scream and a burning hand. "What the heck?" Mia screamed, well yelped.
"I told you, I'm a demon. One with the ability of the element of water. I didn't want you to touch me." I shrugged with a blank face, but my eyes full of sadness. "You could have told me that you didn't want to be touch instead of burning me!" she exclaimed.
"Where's the fun in that?" I asked with a smirk. "Clary, act right infront of your family." Simon chuckled. "They, aren't my family anymore Simon." Clary said slowly. "At least try to behave for the other girls." Simon laughed. "Other girls?" Isabelle asked, confused. "The real fun is about to begin Simon!" Clary laughed.
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