Oh my god! I missed you guys so much! I have also missed this story! Ok so enjoy the first chapter of the squeal!

I…YourxSoxHynotizing, swear on Channy's existence…(Gasp!) That I will make each of my Chapters…at least 1,000 words.

Sonny's POV

Love is a curious thing right? You will love a person, but how do you know if they love you back?

That's what I, Sonny Munroe Cooper have been thinking about.

There is the story of how me and Chad got together, but that is a story for a different day.

I have a new story to tell you. It's the story of no matter how hopeless something may seem, love will always find a way.

That is how I found out that Chad loved me…Just wait and listen.

Just keep an open mind, and make no harsh judgments and always remember…

Channy forever!

For you to understand, I will have to start at the beginning.

Our story starts about 2 years back…

"Sonny! Why can't I just open my eyes already!" Chad whines in the back of my limo.

I giggle. "It wouldn't be as fun!"

He sighs. "Fine."

"Fine."

"Goo-'' Chad cuts me off with his lips. I place my hand in his hair.

He pulls away smiling. "I love you."

I bite my lip. Does he really?

We pull in front of the mansion.

"Ok!" I cry.

He opens his eyes. "Wow! Sonny…I'm impressed."

I smile. "I know."

He gives me a look.

"Do you wanna look inside?" I ask.

"No! Let's just stay outside and look at it!" He says sarcastically.

I sigh. "Come on!"

I grab his hand and push the shining key through the lock.

I turn to lock slowly.

Oh please let Carter come through on this one!

I push open the door. "Girls! I'm home!"

Chad looks a little nervous. "Chad? What is it?"

"What if they don't like me?" He whispers.

I smile. "Lily won't be very hard, Carter…you might have to work with her she is a little like you."

His smile falls. "What is that supposed to mean?"

"Ha! Come on Chad! Guys! Get your butts down here!" I scream to my girls.

Lily comes down and groans. "Oh mommy! Not another guy you jump on the bed with."

Did she just say that!

Chad gasps with jealousy in his eyes. "Guys you jump on the bed with!"

I laugh a little too much.

"Good one Lily!"

They both just stare at me.

Chad turns to Lily. "Tell me sweetie, what do you mean by jumping on the bed?"

She thinks. "Well…I can hear the bed moving around from upstairs and mommy falls a lot cause she cries out."

"OK!" I gasp. "Enough for you Lily!"

Chad glares at me. "How could you!"

"Oh come on Chad. How many girls have you been with?"

"None!" He cries.

I smile. "That is so cute you waited for me!"

"There's something different about you Sonny." He whispers.

What does that mean?

"Lily this is Chad…you're daddy." I smile.

"YOU MARRIED A DUDE?" She gasps.

"No! Yes! I mean this is your daddy. We got back together." I smile looking up at Chad.

She smiles. "So…Wait…I thought woman had babies? How did daddy help?"

Chad smiles at the daddy part.

I panic. "Uhhh-uhhh…By jumping on the bed."

She gasps. "I jumped on the bed with Jordan last weekend!"

Chad smiles. "I don't think it will happen…you have to be older."

She smiles. "Oh. I'm Lily. But you can call me the detective!"

"The detective?" I ask.

She nods. "I have decided I want to be a spy!"

Chad gives her a hug.

"Carter! Get down here!" I yell.

She opens her door. "I'm coming!"

She trudges down the stairs and glares at Chad. "Who the…"

Suddenly she looks at him and gasps.

"Carter…this is your father." I say quietly.

Carter is a very rebellious bad version of Chad.

She smiles fakely. "What do you want? You think you can just lay my mom and leave and come back?"

"Carter!" I gasp.

"What? It's true! If you except us to treat him like dad your wrong!"

She turns to go up the stairs. "Lily!"

Lily looks sadly at Chad then walks upstairs with Carter.

"I don't think she likes me." Chad whispers.

I sigh. "She doesn't like anyone. Don't worry…She'll come around."

"What did she mean like dad?" He whispers.

I knew that would come up.

I shrug.

"Sonny…" Chad scolds.

I sigh. "Well…there was one guy and we got…pretty serious."

Chad looks jealous.

I brush it off.

"Carter loved him, and he loved her. Things went down fast…he started to abuse me."

"What kind of abuse?" Chad snarls.

I can tell he is mad.

"Sexual." I whisper.

"And?" He says trying to control himself.

"And…I didn't say anything because Carter was so happy."

He smiles. "You only think of others before yourself."

"Well…he raped her."

"What!" He yells.

"She still loved him…or was convinced…But I took her away. She never forgave me…she still hasn't."

I burst into tears. "He has come back so many times…I just keep moving."

Chad puts an arm around me. "Sonny…it's ok. I won't let anything happen."

"Can you go talk to Carter please." I whisper.

He smiles and my heart fills with warmth. "Of course."

"Thanks." I smile.

Chad's POV

I don't really want to talk to Carter. She kind of scares me.

I walk to her door which says Carter in purple.

I hear whispering.

I put my head to the door.

"…California…Some guy named Chad…yeah my real dad…see you then…love you too."

I knock hard on the door.

She opens it and gasps when she sees me.

I walk forward and slam the door behind me.

"Sit!" I snap.

She doesn't argue.

"You have been telling him where you guys are haven't you?" I growl.

She glares. "So what if I have…Mom was stupid to pull us apart."

I step closer. "Never call Sonny stupid."

She smirks.

"Do you understand what kind of danger your putting our family in?" I growl.

"You are not part of this family!" She screams.

"Don't you understand! He raped you! He doesn't love you!" I yell.

"What the hell do you know about love?"

"You are like 7 years old! What do you know of it?" I scream.

"I hate you!" She screams running into the bathroom.

I sigh. I knock on the door.

"Carter?"

"Go away!" She sobs.

"If you love him…I don't hold it against you."

She opens the door tears in her eyes. "You think I love him? I hate him."

"But then why…" I ask.

She sighs. "Can you keep a secret?"

I nod.

She sits next to me. "After he did what he did…I was so upset. I thought he cared about me."

I watch her face.

"He told me that he would hurt me if I didn't act like I liked him still. He kept threatening me to tell him where we went. He said if I didn't tell him he would find me."

"I'm sooo sorry Car." I whisper coming up with a nickname.

She looks up smiling. "I love you daddy."

I gasp as she throws her arms around me.

I think my life is already perfect.