Hey there again!

Yeah, yeah…I should be going on with my pendings and stuff…

But after something that happened to me yesterday, I really needed to let out things in a fic. And I thought a Maitlyn would do.

So enjoy!

-x-

This is it.

After two long years of denial, struggling and finally accepting things, I finally managed to let out the feelings I was hiding. I, Mitchie Torres had fallen in love with my friend Caitlyn, whom I had met at the first time I went to Camp Rock. And even though we didn't spend so much time hanging out together, it felt like I'd met her a long time ago. So I considered her a really close friend during all this time. But now…

I just couldn't keep it with me any longer and Caitlyn deserved to know the truth. So in this rainy day of summer while we both were simply fooling around at our room, I told her everything…

"Mitchie, is anything wrong?" she asked as I let out one of many deep sighs. I turned to her and sent her a half-smile.

"No, why you askin'?" I said, trying to sound as calm as possible. But on the inside my heart had started to speed up like crazy.

"You've been so different lately, like you were depressed or something…"she said with a concerned look. "Is someone hurting your feelings?" Well, you are…but you don't know that.

"Oh, no it's not that…" I said, trying to keep my nerves steady. "But thanks for worrying."

"C'mon, tell me what it is." She said, moving from the carpet floor to sit beside me on my bed. "Maybe I can help."

"I don't know…"I said, starting to get nervous. She put an arm on my shoulder.

"Tell me…I can help." She said, looking into my eyes to let me know that she meant it. At that moment a war between my mind and my heart started furiously…and I wasn't sure of which one would win.

"Caitlyn, no matter what our friendship won't end, right?" I asked hopeful.

"Yeah, I know! But you can tell me, ok? I really wanna help you. No matter what it is, I can help you." She didn't answer… I just stayed silent looking at her.

"C'mon, Mitchie…"she begged. I let out one deeper sigh and looked down.

"…I…I'm bi, Caitlyn." I finally said. She didn't say anything for a moment, but I could feel her gaze on me.

"Oh…" she said. "And you're afraid of telling your mom, right…"

"Yeah…"I said, still really nervous.

"I think you should tell her, I mean…you won't be able to hide it always." She said. I noticed she had a serious tone, and that wasn't helping my nerves. "I think that's what you should do." I just stayed silent, rubbing my left arm with my right hand. She knew part of the truth now, so maybe I should…Or was it a risk too huge to take?

"But how did you find it out?" she asked. Shit.

"It…It's complicated, really." I said. She raised an eyebrow. "Fine, I have a crush on someone."

"A girl?" she asked.

"No, a polar bear…of course it's a girl!" I snapped out. She chuckled. Damn my stupid habit of making jokes when I'm nervous.

But soon her face became serious again, and I knew what was coming…

"And is this girl you have a crush on…bi too?" she asked. Damn her curiosity.

"I actually don't know…" I said.

"Oh…I see…"she said. The mood of the room wasn't so comfortable at that point and I started to think this was all a bad idea.

"But she's totally oblivious to my feelings for her…" I said. Well, that is true.

"Oh…If you wanna tell me who it is…" she said. I felt my eyes widening. "But you don't need to if you don't want to." She started playing with her hair locks, finding them suddenly interesting.

"I don't think I should…"I said. She looked back up at me. "Listen, it's not that I don't trust you, but…" I said. She scratched her head as she sighed.

"No problem, I understand." She said. At that moment I felt a huge wave of relief run through me.

"Thanks, you're really the greatest friend." I said, sending her a warm smile. But then she looked down, seeming incredibly uncomfortable.

"Oooohhh…no problem…" she said almost in a whisper. What the heck?! Did I say something wrong…?

"I'm glad you're ok with it." I said, trying to forget the sudden confusion in my head. She went back to her smiley mood.

"Oh, yeah, I don't see a problem." She said. I stayed silent again…Maybe I should tell her. Maybe she won't take it badly, who knows? Heck, maybe she even feels the same.

"About the girl I'm in love with…d'you think I should tell her?" I asked, trying to go with it slowly. "…Or is it too risky?"

"I don't know…it depends on who it is." She said.

"I just don't wanna loose her friendship." I said. "… 'Cause it's really important to me." I managed to stare right into her eyes when I said that, but she didn't seem to take the clue, because she just sighed and went on:

"I don't know. Depends on who it is…She might take it ok, or not."

"Gosh, I'm so confused…" I said, looking down again. I felt her hand on my shoulder again.

"Oh…don't be." She said. "You just gotta calm down." Yeah, like that was easy…

"It's just…I can't help it." I said. And I felt I had started shuddering, which made her let go of my shoulder. And I just couldn't stand it anymore…This was too much, I was gonna end up telling her, and she'd hate me for the rest of my life. "I'm really scared, Caitlyn, I really am!"

"But why…?"She asked, sending me a look of huge concern. My hands gripped my blanket and I started finding it hard to breathe. "Mitchie… C'mon, tell me why you're so scared of it!"

"I can't!"

"Just tell me! Why would it be so damn…?"

"Because it's you!" I yelled, and we both froze. I looked down again as I felt my heart beating really fast. "I'm in love with you."

As I had predicted always when I though of what would happen if I told her…silent fell over us. I started holding down the tears that insisted of forming in my eyes… What a stupid mistake…Great, Mitchie…now you screwed everything up!

"Now you hate me, don't you?" I let out, my voice cracking as I felt like breaking down.

"Don't worry…I don't hate you…" she said. I instantly looked up at her. Her eyes showed shock…and I couldn't help but to sigh again. "But we can be just friends…right?" I wish it were that easy…I rubbed the back of my neck before turning to her.

"Of course." I said. "It was all about keeping your friendship. You feeling the same or not…that's another story."

"So we're all right…?"She asked. I smiled at her.

"Yeah, we're all right…"

We stayed in silence for a moment once more and I felt her moving from my bed back to the carpet on the floor. She then grabbed her notebook, in which she always wrote music lyrics and ran her fingers through the pages distractedly.

"I just hope things don't get awkward between us or anything." I said. She looked up at me.

"I think they won't"

I somehow felt really relieved. I knew now that she didn't feel the same about me…and that kinda hurt. But I hadn't lost her friendship. So things would probably just be all right.

…Deep inside, though, I still feared they wouldn't.

-x-

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