Author notes: I really didn't know what to label this under;

It's 100% personal, nothing to do with tv or books or anything having to do with the entertainment industry.

Please just review. :) I'll put the next chapter up once I get at least one review, is that so hard to ask for? Sorry, i'm babbling on. Enjoy the story!

It Never Ends

Her eyes filled with tears as he walked away again, for the 5th time...

You'd think somebody would learn after the first time, but no...

My naive-self scares me. Everytime I think it's over, he makes me fall.

But, how far is too far?

Fool me once; shame on you.

Fool me twice; shame on me.

I can't even start to explain how much shit he puts me through, how many times he's hurt me, or how many times he's made me cry. Because to be honest, I can't even count them.

H ave you ever had that feeling; like you want to scream?

Leave the world, forget everything...

You're going insane.

"I've said it once, i've said it twice, i've said it a thousand fucking times! That i'm 'okay', that i'm 'fine', that it's all just in my mind. But this has got the best of me and I can't seem to sleep. It's not because you're not with me, it's because you never leave!"

I laid in bed, restless and blasting my stereo.

Jeez, I love Bring Me the Horizon.

I turned onto my stomach and stroked my soft baby blue plaid blanket I rested on.

My eyes watered up so I wiped them and sat up, looking around my room. My phone lit up and vibrated and I tossed it aside. I don't want to talk to anyone.

His words flooded into my head as I thought everything over.

"He doesn't deserve you."

"I'm sorry for everything."

"I'd take you back in a heartbeat."

"I still love you.."

"I've always wanted you."

Complicated, guys are just way too complicated!

I rolled my eyes.

I can't let him get to me again.

I'm inlove with him; I want to scream it!

I want him to know, I want the world to know!

I want to be with him.

I love him more than anyone or anyone else.

But how much can I afford?

I don't think I can take another heartbreak and going back to my old ways.