Don't know what's going on
When you're here I can't make sense of things.


Don't know what went wrong
They just spiral out of control.


Feels like a hundred years I
When you're here time stretches.


Still can't believe you're gone
When you leave it speeds up.

So I'll stay up all night
When you're here I'm always waiting.


With these bloodshot eyes
Always wondering what you'll do next.


While these walls surround me with the story of our life
When you're here it's always one thing after another.

I feel so much better
Cos when you're not here...


Now that you're gone forever
...when you've gone travelling...


I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
... I don't want you back... ever.


I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
When you're gone I have a chance to think...

That you're gone forever
...about everything.

Now things are coming clear
When you're gone I can figure things out.


And I don't need you here
I don't seem to need you.


And in this world around me
I've never needed you.


I'm glad you disappeared
And now I'm free.


So I'll stay out all night
I can do whatever I want to.


Get drunk and fuck and fight
I can be with my friends and I can have relationships.

Until the morning comes I'll
It's only when I wake...

Forget about our life
...that I feel guilty

I feel so much better
But I don't know why


Now that you're gone forever
It's better without you.


I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I can speak my own mind...

I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
...and not yours.

That you're gone forever
So you're gone... and I'm better.

First time you screamed at me
You've always tried to change me.


I should have made you leave
Always tried to make me more like you.


I should have known it could be so much better
And I've always backed down...


I hope you're missing me
...even though I never want to.


I hope I've made you see
So when you're not here...


That I'm gone forever
... I just want you to feel sorry...


And now it's coming clear
...though I know you won't.


That I don't need you here
You never will.

And in this world around me
But here, tonight, I'm alone.

I'm glad you disappeared
And I'm still sane.

I feel so much better
So you lied.


Now that you're gone forever
Cos you said I couldn't live without you.


I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
But everything's alright.

I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
It's better...


That you're gone forever
...cos out of everything...


And now you're gone forever
...everything that ever matters...


And now you're gone forever
...You're not here!