-I don't own Naruto.

Author's Note: This is kind of my first fic, I've started many but life got in the way. This is all new to me. I have so many ideas, but i have a hard time writing it down.
This is supposed to be SasuSaku from Sakura's point of view. I guess you could say that this is an AU. ?-
****I added some things to make it sound better. When i was writing this i was upset and sad. haha.

I couldn't bear to not hear from him, so I did what i could, I wrote him a letter.

It has been exactly one month today since I wrote him that letter.

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"I'm going now"

"Stay safe, I'll miss you"

Both had exchanged brief hugs. Whilst both may not have known it at the time, it was the one hug that both will remember.

And with that he turned around and walked away to where ever he was going, he never looked back, and it broke her heart.

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I doubt that he'll write me back…

I don't know

I'm just an idiot for thinking that it could have been a possibility that he could write me back.

I'm an idiot for thinking all those things, all my fantasies are thrown.
Why would I think that if he never looked my way after everything that has happened?

I'm just a fucking idiot.

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I don't think that he'll write back at all.

I'm just used to being rejected that's all.

I'm just used to it

Maybe I'm not meant to find happiness even if it is for a brief moment.

I'm so confused, why did I have to feel this way towards that person

I barely know him, what was I thinking?!
I don't know what it was.

I thought it was love at one point but I guess I was wrong.

I don't know what I feel now

It's just all confusing.

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I just have to accept it.

But I have no regrets about the past.

I just wish that we were more

I just hope that he is happy, where ever he is.

Everyday, I just have to grit my teeth and bare it with a fake smile. Then I'm okay

But I can admit that I'm not ready to let go, I wish I was, but not yet.

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Sometimes you can't help the feeling in your chest, that sudden feeling of butterflies, your blood pressure rises when you think of that person, or when you see a picture. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to feel this way, because it just hurts too much to deal with. But you can't help what you feel.

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It may just be one sided, I may never know.

I feel though that he has a right to know how I feel.

And maybe one day if I'm not an idiot I'll do it.

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Sometimes I wonder if you ever think about me.
But there is one thing I'm sure of, is that I want you to be my everything.