frozen
ROXASNAMINE
I'm staring him straight into the eye; that same boy I've tried to leave behind so many times. I didn't want what he was giving me, and I don't think I can bare to take anymore heartbreak. Every time he looks at me, my heart melts though. Every single time he smiles at me I feel like I can no longer move.
I love him. I love it when I'm with him. I love it when he wraps his arms around me and holds me close. I love his warmth, his smell, his everything.
I know that him coming back is only part of the cycle. He always comes back to tell me he loves me and he wants to be with me forever. The sad thing is, I accept it. He feeds me lies and I take them right in.
But I love him.
My friends think I've gone insane. They joke around about the relationship, and make bets on when it will end. The sad thing is, they aren't really joking, and I know that. They want me to know they don't support the relationship. They want to make it clear that this isn't going to work out, no matter how I try to justify it in my head.
I'm not going to listen to them. I love him. They don't understand the feeling that I'm feeling for him. They don't understand the rush I get from being around him. They don't understand that he's the only guy who can ever possibly make me feel this way.
He reaches forward and cups my face with his hand, and I know that he's already won me over again. I want to fight back for once, and stick up for myself. I want to be able to walk away from him and never feel a thing for him again. That isn't how things work for me though.
Roxas says he loves me.
I'm frozen to the spot, and once again I'm enchanted.
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EXTREMELY SHORT I KNOW
entry five!
Listening to "bleeding love" by leona lewis
maybe I'll write something sappy for the next entry
oh, I'm thinking about putting all the entries into one story
should I still keep them separate?
I'd like your opinions :)