Hello, well this is yet another one shot that popped in my head. It is House's thoughts if he saw the part of the tape where Cameron "admitted" she loved him in "Ugly"

If you are interested in any other oneshots I have done there's "Regrets" which is a short pointless one for Pirates of the Caribbean, and then there's "Waking Up from Reality", which is another Hameron one shot I did.

and yes I am a die hard Hameron fan

and no I don't own House or else they'd be together already

Enjoy!

-Bella

I was sitting on my couch inside my home. A scotch on my coffee table sat next to my vicodin bottle. I quickly popped two pills, took a sip of my drink and turned on the TV. I press the play button and on came the documentary of that hideously ugly kid that they filmed. It was horrible in every possible way. How could they twist everything I said like that? I am mostly certainly not nice or even, dare I say it, caring. I mock shuddered to myself. The film was boring until I came to a part I haven't seen before. It was Allison Cameron in all her blonde glory working on some balding guy who needed to lose a few pounds in the ER. I just sat back with an intrigued face and listened.

"Before you worked in the ER you worked for House right?" The interviewer asked

" For 3 and 1/2 years" Cameron said.

"Why did you leave?"

"Hey ...I..I don't want to be on TV. I'm not signing a release." The guy Cameron was inspecting complained.

The interviewer quickly replied," We'll blur you out."

"Take off your pants," Cameron told her patient.

"Will you be able to use any of this if I start swearing?" The idiot on the table asked.

"Did House treat you as badly as he treats his current fellows?" The interviewer said ignoring Cameron's patient.

"That's a loaded question," Cameron replied as she took care of the man in front of her.

"Faaaaarggg. That's not even a word. Fork." the moron of a patient laughed.

"Very clever," said the interviewer clearly annoyed.

Cameron continued, " I learned how to be a doctor from House or at least a doctor who learned how to be a doctor from House if that makes any sense."

"And you left his team because you couldn't stand him anymore?" The interviewer said since clearly that was the only explanation.

"No," Cameron said not really looking as if she heard the question, "No, I love Dr. House."

I paused the TV. What the hell? Did Cameron just say she loves me? I leaned my head back on my couch and pinched the bridge of my nose as if trying to conceal the information I just heard. I sighed deeply not knowing if I wanted to see the rest. I decided I should...just for curiosity's's sake. I picked up the remote that I carelessly discarded before and hit play.

"Now that's something we haven't heard" the interviewer said in a low voice.

"I mean...what did you ask me again?" Cameron's face reeked of confusion.

"Why you left."

"I..I ...loved...being around..him. Professionally. You know he was always..stimulating. NOT in the erotic sense of the word." Cameron stumbled over her words as she spoke. Clearly she hadn't mean to let slip what she had said.

"They forked," the idiot patient said, "And then they spooned."

I turned off the television. I have no idea what to think of this. Although, it was amusing to see her stumble over herself like that. Maybe she does feel something for me. If that's so then why is she with the wombat? Wait, why do I care? It's Cameron for God's sake. She's loved me for practically 3 and 1/2 years...Oh my God. She's loved me for 3 and 1/2 years. She's been there the entire time. I could have claimed her at anytime. Now, it's too late. We played the game for too long. We danced around each other and now the music has stopped playing. Yet, we're still dancing. Maybe there is hope. Chase did seem to get on pretty well with 13. Maybe Cameron will leave him. Maybe...maybe. I hate not knowing. I need to know if I'm not hoping on false pretenses. There's only one way to find out. Oh, God, I can't believe I'm doing this. Wilson is going to have a field day.Now,what was Cameron's address again?

There you have it. Not sure if I should continue or not. Maybe once I finish my other story "It Started in the Lobby," check it out if you haven't already.

Hope you liked it!

Please review!

-Bella