He must be just as bad as the other members of the Order. Pressing his lips against the soft, warm ones of the boy did nothing to fill the void. Yet looking into his sparkling blue eyes he melted. Or felt as if he was melting, somewhere inside his chest. Somewhere, where he used to have a heart.
The way the boy smiled reminded him of the other. He probably should've felt ashamed, but he didn't. He should've felt guilty for coddling the boy, while his friends clearly needed him, more than Axel ever would. Yet, not even a flitter of guilt touched his shoulders. He enjoyed the warmth the boy emitted, the smile he smiled, and his child-like, and oh so soothing voice.
At night, Axel would find himself wide awake, with the boy in his arms, slumbering peacefully with his head rested against the pyro's chest. Then and only then did he regret what he had done. He was just using the boy as a cute little dress up doll, replacing what he had lost. The one he wanted, the one he cared for so much for that it was unbearable to think that the one in his arms was not him.
The one he held closely at night was another. A laugh escaped his lips, uncaring as to if the sleeping figure would wake or not. He wanted Roxas more than anything to be there with him.
Instead, he held Sora endearingly, and close to his hollow chest.
He was just as bad as the others, using the keyblade master as he saw fit. Yet he was falling in love with his pretty little dress up doll slowly, delusionally, and madly.
A/N: I posted this before, on March. Under my old account name. (Not that anyone cares, eh? xD) I always liked the idea of AxelSora after playing CoM... and then and then the whole AkuRoku-ness in KH2 made me squeee! Yeaaah, I'm just rambling here.