I'm Happy

It's lonely here in your inner world, Ichigo.

It's not very exciting either.

You're not very imaginative,

are you?

Nothing ever happens.

And everywhere looks the same.

Trust me.

These buildings go for miles.

...

Ichigo,

all I want is existence.

I don't have a name;

I don't have a body.

And so I have no other choice

but to take yours.

I'm stronger than you.

I deserve it.

Why are you so special?

Why wasn't it the other way around?

You are so selfish.

...

You should try listening to me sometime.

I've had a lot longer to think on it than you.

I think about it during all that free time I have in your inner world.

You really don't think I just sit around all day,

do you?

No.

I think.

I train.

I observe.

That's why I'm better than you, Ichigo.

I have time.

And your inner world never sleeps.

You know…

sometimes

I imagine it's raining.

I know what the rain means to you.

See it my way.

Without even trying,

it can chill my whole body, and

wash away all my bad feelings,

and I just don't feel anything anymore except floating

and the rain

flowing through me.

It's those times when it's easy to forget about

everything.

...

It's raining right now.

I'm happy.

Are you?

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AN: Inspired by I'm Happy by Nekoni on dA. I have a feeling this link isn't going to work.

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