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Kyo is an enigma. He will always be one.
There are times where I would just stare at him, stare at him long enough to burn holes on his back, but I would not be able to decipher him. His mere presence…it makes my heart constrict and I lose my breath.
But no matter what I do, I kind of like it. The breathlessness I experience when he is near me. That breathlessness, it makes me realize that I am alive.
Since the day that I met him, my life turned around so fast, I was not able to catch my breath. The constant loss of breath, having no time to relax…it's the best feeling. I get tired, I get annoyed and at times, I would have liked to strangle him.
But he keeps me breathing.
He makes me want to stop breathing for a second and then be alive again, when the oxygen gets pumped into every part of my body. He makes me appreciate the air around me.
Because…
When he is near me, I cannot breathe.
When he is near me, I want to breathe.
He keeps me breathing; he makes me want to live.
Kyo, you make me feel alive.
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A/N: Long time no see eh? I don't write much anymore and when I do, I become too critical with the grammar and whatnot…and God knows I suck at it. I don't enjoy it as much anymore…writing. I lost it ever since I came back from Japan in 2009…it's hard to find that joy back. Anyhow…this was written last year, October. I did not edit it though, kept it the same. Short and sweet, I just want to get back into this shipping. I hope you liked it (if it made any sense).