Well i have decided to start writing Kigo one shots. the first one i did turned out pretty good in the amount of views. i decided i'm going to start working on a collection of one shots. some will be sad, some will be happy, some will be funny, and some will be dirty. i'll be writing these as i go when i listen to a love song that strikes me and gives me inspiration. This is my first one for the series that came after i listened to the song So Alone By Anna Blue. I hope everyone likes them as i spit them out. if you can think of a song let me know and i'll see what i can do with it. Thanks and please let me know what you think please R&R

Disclaimer: I don't own anything to do with Kim Possible. I also Don't own So Alone by Anna Blue

So Alone

Kim sat on her bed crying softly as she gripped a picture in her hands. Tears fell and splashed onto the picture leaving small streaks of water. She looked at the picture of her and Shego from the first date after she left Drakken. She stared at the picture and memorized the features more and more with each look. Her and Shego were holding onto each other as they stood on a pier over looking the pacific ocean. The sun was setting behind them and the light from the sun gave their hair and skin an almost glowing effect.

Their hair had been mixed together creating a red and black mixture of silk strands. Their eyes were right next to each other and almost looking as one set of eyes. The smooth white skin of Kim seemed to blend right into the green tinge of Shego's skin. This was Kim's favorite picture of her and Shego together, although the next one held a special place in her heart. She turned to the next one and looked to see it was the same exact scene but this time the two woman had their lips together. That was their first kiss and as Kim looked at the picture, she touched her lips remembering the feel of the woman's black lips on her pink lips.

More tears flowed quickly down her face and she threw herself into the pillows of her bed. She gripped had on the pillows digging her nails into the soft fabric of the pillow. Soon she began to beat her fist into the pillow as she let out a shriek that filled her room. Kim had been in her room for the past three days not talking to anyone and only coming out to use the restroom and get food. She closed her eyes tightly trying to push the images of the incident that cost Shego her life just a few days ago. No matter how hard she tried the visions kept coming back and with vengeance.

XX

"Base Self-destruct in t-minus thirty seconds" The computerized voice stated.

Kim and Shego darted up the steps to the top floor of Drakken's new lair. Ron had managed to escape but with a small explosion cutting off the two woman's escape. They were now going to try to escape from the top floor. They ran all the way to the top floor and looked around the room. It had one window and next to it was one parachute and nothing else in the room. Shego and Kim traded worried glances as the computerized voice announced they now had only fifteen seconds.

"Get the chute on now" Shego ordered Kim.

"14...13...12"

"What about you?" Kim asked in a worried tone.

"I'll figure something out" Shego said with a soft smile.

"11...10...9"

Kim pulled Shego close and was ready to jump out of the window. Suddenly they heard the yell of Drakken as he walked into the room. Both turned and looked to see a bloody and injured Drakken standing there. Shego turned and looked at Kim who was still holding onto her. Suddenly she kissed Kim passionately and then pulled back to look at her.

"6...5...4"

"I love you Pumpkin" Shego said looking into her eyes and giving her a tender and loving smile.

Suddenly and without warning Shego pushed Kim out of the window. Kim fell through the air and started tumbling through the sky. She stopped and controlled her flight and as soon as she did she pulled the ripcord. The chute shot up in the air and slowed her decent. Suddenly the rocking sound of a violent explosion caught her attention quickly. She looked up to see the top of the building turn into a fireball sending pieces of steel and concrete raining down.

"SHEGO…NOOOOOO" Kim screamed over the sound of the explosion.

Kim kept screaming as she floated slowly down into the ocean below. Soon a boat pulled up next up to her and a pair of hands fished Kim out of the sea. She screamed again as a secondary explosion went off. She looked to see Ron looking at her along with the boat captain. She noticed Ron looked around the ocean expecting to see Shego floating around but he saw nothing so he looked back at Kim.

"Where is Shego?" Ron asked looking at her.

Kim looked up at him as tears flowed but went un-noticed by anyone because of the waterlogged hair. She shook her head hard and then threw her arms around Ron and began to cry harder as he wrapped his arms around her. He looked down at her and softy stroked her hair trying to comfort her although he knew is was all for not. He looked at her as she screamed, fought and cried harder as a third explosion went off. The boat sped away quickly as it headed away from the fiery explosion. Kim got up slowly and looked back to the burning rubble and cried more as the smoke started filling the sky above.

"SHEGO" Kim screamed one last time as the smoky island as it began to disappear behind the black cloud.

XX

The rhythmic beeping of the kimmunicator snapped her out of her flashback. She picked up the blue device and looked to see Wade was calling. She pressed the ignore button and began to curl into a fetal position as she clutched the pictures more. Just then the kimmunicator went off again prompting Kim to grab it and throw it across the room. She watched as it bounced off the wall and into her clothes basket, causing the beeping to become muffled. She laid her head back down on the pillow and cried more.

"Kimmie" Her mother's voice came from the other side of the door that was followed by her coming in.

Kim glanced over her shoulder and then just looked back to the pictures. She just waited on her mother to leave but she didn't instead her mother advanced to her bed. She felt as the weight of her mother taking a seat on the bed next to he back. She then felt as her mother's hand began to softly stroke her shoulder making her tense up. She sniffled more as she rubbed some tears from her eyes and listened to her mother's rhythmic breathing.

"Kim, I know how hard it is to loose someone you were in love with" Her mother said in a soft and loving tone.

"How can you? You are still with dad" Kim said as she sat up to confront her mother.

"Your father wasn't the first man I was going to marry. You see in high school I was in love with a man and we wanted to be together. Well he found out that he had a brain tumor that wound up killing him. He was the inspiration for me becoming a brain surgeon. Kimmie I know exactly how you feel" Her mother explained to Kim.

Kim looked at her mother to see a tear escape her eyes and slide slowly down her cheek. Her mother looked at her with pain filled eyes and both of them soon became locked in an embrace. They held onto each other for a few seconds before Kim was the first to break the embrace. He mother looked at her and brushed a tear away from her eye as she looked at Kim. Kim just laid back down on her bed and clutched the pictures again.

"Your father, brothers, and I are going to the fair would you like to come" her mother said softly.

Kim just shook her head and felt as her mother gave her a soft pat on the crown of her head, followed by a kiss. She felt her mother's weight disappear from her bed and the door being shut. But she never heard the latch lock until she heard her mother tell her she loved her. Kim just nodded in acknowledgment that she heard what her mother said. The door closed and once again she was left in total darkness. She glanced out the window and saw the headlights backing out of the driveway. She then slowly got up and walked to the window and looked out across the dark night sky.

She turned and walked back to her desk in her room. She reached up and turned on the desk light bathing her and the room in a soft glow. She sat the picture of her and Shego kissing down in front of her on the desk. More tears began to flow from her eyes as she took out some paper and a pencil. She looked down at the blank paper that sat in front of her on the desk. After a few seconds of thinking she knew the words she wanted to write on the paper.

To who ever finds this first,

I can't keep it up anymore it's that damn simple. I lost the only person I could ever love. She died saving my life and I cant keep going on because it is my fault. I didn't think right and it cost her her life. So I can't keep living from day to day trying to repair the shattered remains of my heart. When the person who finds this wants me I'll be at the bottom of the gorge under the Middleton bridge. I'm so sorry to everyone for giving up so easily but I cant keep going. I do love you all and please forgive me and don't hate me. I'll be seeing you soon Shego my love.

Please Forgive Me

Kim folded the letter up and carried it down the steps to the kitchen. She sat it down on the table and felt as a few tears slipped loose from her face. She clutched the picture of her and Shego as she walked out the door. She took a few steps out of the building just as the sky opened up and rain poured down. She looked up as lighting streaked across the sky followed by the boom of thunder. Her hair began to get soaked as she started to walk off into the darkness.

XX

Five minuets after Kim had left a car pulled into the driveway. Ron stepped out of the passenger seat and walked up to the front door. He stopped as another person walked up behind him to the door. He glanced back at the woman and then walked into the house followed by the woman. He looked around the darkened house and reached over and flicked on the lights to see nobody was home. "KP?" he called up the steps towards her room. He stopped just before his foot fell on the first step. He noticed something sitting on the table that looked like a letter.

He walked past the woman with him and walked over to the table. He stopped and looked at it as he picked it up. He opened the folded paper and his eyes skimmed over the hand written note. "Oh my God, Kim's going to jump off of the bridge" Ron said with a gasp. Before he could turn around he heard the sound of car tires screeching and peeling out of the driveway. He ran outside and watched as the tail lights of the car disappeared quickly into the darkness.

XX

Kim walked to the middle of the bridge and looked across the empty gorge. She stopped and looked at the rocks below and let out a loud sob. She knew none would hear her last cry for her lost lover but she made another one. She held up the picture in her hand as the rain seemed to fall harder onto her. She climbed up slowly onto the railing and looked down as the lighting streaked over her. She looked up in the sky and closed her eyes and she began to see flashes of Shego's face. I'm coming for you, she thought to herself as she stepped her foot out.

She felt weightless as her body began to slowly fall forward. A small smile began to slip onto her face for she knew that in another life she was going to be reunited with her lost lover. She could feel the air starting to whip around her as she fell. Suddenly and violently she was stopped with a sudden jolt causing her left arm to get dislocated. He let out a pain filled scream as the hand that held onto her gripped her firmly. Her eyes opened as she saw the picture she was holding floated slowly down to the rocks below. Slowly she turned her hear up to see a dark figure holding onto her.

"LET ME GO…I CAN'T FUCKING LIVE WITH OUT HER" Kim screamed at the person.

Suddenly the sky lit up with another lighting bolt streaked across the sky. Kim's eyes shot wide when she saw the light green face of Shego looking at her. Her eyes were filled of pain as she looked at Kim who looked at her. With all of her strength Shego pulled both of them back up onto the sidewalk of the bridge. She pulled Kim into her arms and held onto her as they both began to cry into each others arms. Soon Kim pulled away and began to rub her hands over Shego's face and body.

"Is this real…are you really here now" Kim said softly as she looked at Shego.

"You tell me" Shego said. Suddenly she pulled Kim in and kissed her like never before. Their lips moved in sync as they kissed and held onto each other. Their arms wrapped around each other as they held onto each other and not wanting to let go. Shego pulled back and looked at Kim who had more tears fell down her face. Both of the woman's hair were becoming soaked to their scalp. Their green eyes looked at each other and never wanted to break the locking gaze.

"How did you survive?" Kim finally choked out.

"Right after I pushed you out of the window I turned and grabbed Drakken. When the explosion went off it sent us both flying out into the ocean below" Shego started as the rain slowly stopped falling.

"But the sharks…" Kim started.

"Were to busy eating what was left of Drakken to notice me. I swam ashore to the best that I could, and when I got there you were gone. Luckily I had that kimmunicator Wade had given me. I called him as soon as I could…he tried to call you today to let you know I had made it. Next time answer the damn thing" Shego explained to her.

Kim looked over to her lover and began to cry harder as she looked at Shego. Shego looked at her and quickly pulled Kim into her arms and held onto her. Both of them began to sob into each other's arms and cried a combination of tears. Tears of joy and tears of pain. Shego gently ran her fingers through Kim's hair as Kim began to dig her fingers in Shego's back. Both of them screamed as they held onto each other tightly with each motion they made they gripped onto each other tighter. Neither of them wanted to be separated ever again.

"KP" Ron's voice sounded from a car.

Both of them looked to see Ron and Kim's parents come running at them. Shego stood up lifting Kim up with her as everyone got to her. Soon everyone was locked in a large group hug holding onto each other. Her parents didn't bother yelling or scolding Kim but instead they were just happy to see he alive. Shego didn't let go of Kim as everyone held onto them both. Soon they all moved to their cars and drove back to Kim's house. Shego managed to drive while she held Kim on her lap. Kim had her arms wrapped around Shego's neck and rested her head on her chest.

"Princess" Shego cooed into her ear softly.

"Yeah" Kim said softly back to her.

"I love you and I won't ever do that to you again" Shego said as Kim nuzzled into her chest.

"The next time…we leave together or we die together" Kim said softly as she as she kissed Shego's neck.

"Agreed" Shego said as she tipped her head down and rested it on Kim's head.

At that moment they both knew that no matter what love can survive anything. Now they were back together again neither of them were going to let each other go. That night when they got back to Kim's home Shego was granted permission to spend the night with Kim. They didn't make love instead they just laid in bed together and didn't let go of each other. In those moments of being back together the only thing that mattered to them was being in each other's arms. That was the night they chose to never leave each other's sides during the missions they embarked on later. Together they discovered that true love can concur all that gets in its way.