Disclaimer: Hetalia belongs to Hidekaz Himaruya.
Warnings: mentions of human experimentation, mental asylums, foul language
Mathias,
I'm sorry I haven't been in touch lately; I've been busy. Life is good in America. The people there are friendly, too friendly even, and Emil and I are settling in nicely. I'm still looking for a job, though. So far, I've set my sights on a café five minutes away from our apartment, or there's a library ten minutes away by bus. I hope you're alright and not up to much mischief? How are Berwald and Tino? Are they a couple yet?
Wishing you a nice day,
Lukas
Lukas!
Hey! I was getting worried! I'm so glad you've finally replied! Yay! Don't worry about finding a job; with your intelligence, anyone would be glad to have you! Me? Up to mischief? Never! ;)
Nope, our two lovebirds are still oblivious to the fact they love each other. I'm starting to consider locking them into an empty room and only let them out once they've confessed their love to each other… Do you think that would work?
Keep me updated with your wellbeing!
Your best friend in the whole wide world, Mathias! XXXXXX
Mathias,
Please don't refer yourself as my best friend. I told you, you're just an annoying acquaintance who won't leave me alone. You know, as idiotic as your idea sounds, it might just work. I really hope it will work.
I've also found a job! I'll be working as a scientist in a research facility. I'm slightly nervous, as they have strict rules, but hopefully I'll do alright. Have you found a job?
Take care of yourself,
Lukas.
Hey Lukas!
Guess what? The plan worked! Berwald and Tino are now the cutest couple ever! And it's all thanks to me (and you)! Wow! A job in a research facility? Why does that not surprise me? You'll be doing loads of cool stuff, I bet! Sure, they're strict, but think of the greater good you'll be doing! I feel kinda stupid as a waiter in comparison. :(
Say hi to Emil for me and don't worry about a thing!
Your best friend in the whole wide world (even though you refuse to admit it), Mathias
Mathias,
How many times do I have to tell you to stop calling yourself that? I'm happy for the couple, tell them "it's about time" from me and congratulations from my little brother.
The facility's a bit strange, to be honest. Everyone there is tall, for one. About Berwald's height, I'd say. They don't smile much, and there's always a funny smell in the air. So far, I'm simply filing away reports but Ivan Braginsky, a scientist here, tells me that I should rise amongst the ranks soon enough.
Being a waiter is not a stupid job! Who else would serve people coffee?
Keep smiling,
Lukas
Lukas!
Smells funny? You sure you're not working in a place where they experiment on humans? :D At least that Ivan guy sounds nice. Make yourself some friends there! The place won't seem as scary then, you'll see! Although I doubt you'll meet someone as amazing as me!
Still obsessed with coffee? When you next visit, I'll make sure to buy loads for you!
I'm always smiling!
Love ya!
Your best friend in the entire world, Mathias! Xxxx
Mathias,
Don't make silly jokes like that. We're not in a horror film. Mr Braginsky isn't what I'd consider a "nice guy". Nobody here is. Not only that, but it's so grey and dry here. It would drive someone mad to live here. Mr Braginsky informed me that I'll be able to help with the actual experiments from Monday, but instead of making me happy, I'm feeling increasingly anxious. I'm not even sure I want to pursue this career, to be honest with you.
Emil is faring well. He's actually made a friend! An odd boy from Hong Kong who's obsessed with fireworks.
I really hope I can visit soon. It would be nice to see you again, I have to admit.
I miss you,
Lukas
Lukas,
Woah, woah, woah! Are you alright? Saying that you miss me and all… If you're unhappy with what you're doing, then quit. Seriously, it's unnerving to see you so upset.
I'm happy Emil's made friends! Looks like America was a good idea after all!
You can visit whenever you want. How about in the holidays? It's only a month away, after all. I could pay for the flights, no problemo! Think about it?
I really hope you'll feel better soon. I really care about you, you know?
Take care, smile more and love ya!
Mathias xxxxxxxxxxxx
Mathias,
I'm sorry I haven't been in touch. Work's been… horrible. They won't let me quit. I've tried again and again, but they've refused. They've even threatened to lock me up with the patients. Because, you see, we don't experiment on animals. No, we experiment on human beings (even though we are animals, but you know what I mean). Living humans who scream and cry! They know where I live, they have the power to take Emil away whenever they want. I'm really scared. I don't know what to do.
I can't tell the police; they don't believe me (yes, I've tried). I can't tell Emil, the other scientists don't give a shit, and I don't have any friends here. I'm really scared, Mathias. It hurts me. It hurts me so much.
I can't even come and visit you! I want to see you again. I want to hug you, but I can't.
Please keep on smiling! Don't ever stop. Never. Please?
I wish I'll be able to write again,
I really miss you so much right now,
Lukas x
Lukas,
What the actual fuck is going on? What company do you work for? Tell me, and I'll figure something out. We'll get you out of there, just you wait! How about you send Emil over here? Say he's going to visit an old friend or something. He's old enough to travel alone, right? Send him over. Then, you can quit and I can come and get you! I'm being serious.
Don't worry! You know me? I'm always smiling! I'm your smiling idiot, remember? :)
We'll get through this; you can trust me!
Love ya and stay strong, my dear Lukas!
Your not so secret admirer, Mathias xxxxxxx
Mathias,
Emil's safe. He's hidden. They won't find him. They can't touch him.
I'm sorry about everything, but this the last time you'll hear from me. I love you. I really truly love you. I wish I could turn back time. I wish I could erase everything that's happened, but I can't.
I love you so much. Promise me you'll find someone better than me?
I love you,
Your boyfriend in another life, Lukas x
Lukas,
What do you mean? I love you too, so much, and I'll never find anyone better than you, that's impossible! Please reply! Whatever shit you've got yourself into, I'll come and find you, I promise!
I love you, and I will get to say these words to you face to face!
Your boyfriend in this life, Mathias xxxxxxxx
Dear Mr Køhler,
We regret to inform you that Mr Lukas Steilsson, age 20, has been diagnosed with Schizophrenia and has been admitted into the "Hetalia Asylum for the Mentally Unstable". We will send you reports on his progress, if you wish.
I offer you my condolences,
Dr I. Braginsky
In a small apartment in the heart of Copenhagen, sunlight flitted through the curtains, illuminating the official letter. A dark shadow slid over the wooden table, covering some of the handwritten letters the man's lover had sent him. Blue eyes moved from left to right rapidly as he read the content one more time.
His fist clenched in anger as he reached the official letter. How dare they? How dare they take Lukas? The Norwegian was healthy, he was certain. There was no way he was schizophrenic; Mathias would have noticed.
"I'll find you, Lukas. I'll rescue you. I promise. And then, I will destroy those who hurt you," he muttered, body shaking in rage.
In the distance, the sound of a plane landing echoed throughout the city.
One day, he would be boarding that plane. One day, he would go to America. One day, he would find Lukas.
He had promised, after all.
Hello everyone! So this is an idea that I've been working on for a while, and I decided it's finally time to post it!
I'm rating this M since it deals with subjects such as human experimentation and torture. I shouldn't be writing too much detail, but it's better to be safe than sorry. Any warnings will be written above the chapter. As will character names.
I'm interested in hearing what you think of it, and constructive criticism is appreciated. Updates should be weekly.