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So I took a very short break from Storybrooke's Sherwood Forest and decided to write this! It's going to have three chapters; all are Rumbelle. Each chapter is a different song by Skillet! The first one is Lucy, although I replaced "Lucy" with "Belle". This song is originally not about rumbelle, of course, but rather about a couple, who the lead singer of Skillet met. The couple decided to have an abortion and later regretted it. This song nearly brings me to tears every time I listen to it! Ugh! I'm gonna cry! Don't cry... Don't cry… Anyways, enjoy the story… Reviews are VERY much appreciated by the way!

Disclaimer: I do not own OUAT or this Skillet song!

Chapter 1: Lucy

I walk down the sidewalk with a bouquet of roses in my hand on this bright, sunny day. Most of Storybrooke's citizens are outside enjoying this lovely day with their friends, but where am I going? To the graveyard! Awfully strange place to be going today, but today is a beautiful sunny day which, of course, reminds me of a certain auburn-haired, blue-eyed girl.

Hey Belle, I remember your name

I arrived at the graveyard, roses in hand, and scanned the cemetery, searching for the correct headstone. Finding it, I made my way across the field of graves towards it. Shortly after the curse was set and I arrived in Storybrooke, I searched for Belle, but my search showed no results and so I had this grave built for her.

I left a dozen roses on your grave today

I knelt next to the grave, ignoring the pain in my leg, and placed the bouquet of roses on the ground.

I'm on my knees in the grass, wipe the leaves away

Just came to talk for a while, got some things I need to say

There's so much I wanted to tell her… "Belle… I'm sorry... sorry that I rejected you, sorry that I threw you out of the dark castle… I'm sorry that I even made that deal in the first place! If I hadn't done that, then… you would still be alive. I miss you, Belle…" But unfortunately, I can't actually tell her; I only have this headstone to speak to.

Now that it's over,

I just want to hold her

I'd give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking back at me

Looking back now, I wish I had just given up my power for her then. But of course, because of my cowardice I pushed her away, afraid to lose my magic. Now I realize that I truly would give up anything to change what I did. My magic is indeed powerful but it could not give me the power to change my choice.

Now that it's over,

I just want to hold her

I gotta live with the choices I made and I can't live with myself today

She's all that I really wanted, then and now, but to my great regret I did not see that at the time. I was such a coward that I pushed away love, never to find it again.

I know I'd do it all different if I had the chance

If I was able, I would most definitely do things differently. I would not reject her, but instead give up my magic for her most likely, and she would stay with me at the Dark Castle…

But all I got are these roses to give and they can help me make amends

But, to my immense regret, I did not do that and now I'm not giving these roses to her but instead to her grave.

Now that it's over,

I just want to hold her

I'd give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking back at me

Now that it's over,

I just want to hold her

I gotta live with the choices I made and I can't live with myself today

Eventually, I slowly got up, wiping the leaves and dirt off of my suit. I left the cemetery, a lone tear trailing down my face.

Hey Belle, I remember your name