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FULL SUMMARY: For Edward, falling for his best friend was as easy as breathing. He had known her his entire life. She was his first playmate, his first friend, his first date, his first kiss and his first everything. He knew that they were meant to be together. But what happens when destiny has other plans for him? What will Edward do when love is ripped away from him, and the one whom he loved with all his heart, body, mind and soul, slips through his fingers? This story follows a good hearted woman and her attempts to heal a broken man. What will she do when she finds that the object of her desire and passion is still pining over someone else? ''Sometimes you need to fall to find yourself...find true love."

Eventual canon pairings.

I do not own twilight. These characters belong to Stephanie Meyers.

PROLOGUE: HEARTBREAKING HAPPINESS

The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever

Carroll Bryant

Part 1:

No.

This was the only word which played on a repeat in his mind, like a broken record.

She was supposed to be mine, Goddamn it!

He felt like tearing his hair out in frustration, anger and unbelievable pain. Instead he had to maintain a stoic, calm and expressionless façade whereas he was feeling anything but on the inside.

As he watched the girl who he had been in love with forever, walk down the aisle, he felt a suffocating pain blocking off his breathing passage. His lung protested for a breath but his throat refused to comply. His breaths came out in short, quiet gasps. He clutched at his chest as the harsh pain resonated through his being.

She looked so heartbreakingly beautiful and the fact that she would never be his to have and to hold for all eternity tore at him. He wanted to leave but being the sick masochist that he was, he didn't budge from his position on the far left corner of the hall, where he could observe without being observed.

She had her face downcast in an effort to hide the tears welling up in her eyes, which threatened to fall anytime. Her heart which had been shattered to a million pieces the previous night, was breaking all over again, disintegrating into a million more pieces all over the floor.

It was a shame that everyone, including Edward, thought that it was the blushing embarrassment of a bride which made her unable to look at anybody.

Each and every step she took, she literally had to drag her feet and had to pinch herself to keep from running away. She tried to think of what a disgrace she would be to her family if she dropped it all and ran away. It worked to keep her from sprinting out of the hall but it did nothing to assuage the excruciating pain in her chest. Her heart was pleading with her not to do this whereas her mind, which was too proud, refused to let go of the humiliation and pain she received last night. Her insides were at war with each other and so far her broken heart was fighting a losing battle.

Through her irrevocable hurt and pain, she remembered what he had said last night and that was enough for her to strengthen her resolve, to be able to hold her head high. She was many things but if anyone questioned her self-worth and dignity, she never forgave that person.

But even through all of that she couldn't will herself to stop feeling like she was slowly losing herself, like she was slowly dying a long, drawn out, torturous death.

She reached her fiancé and soon-to-be husband, Benjamin Biersand her father placed her hand into the outstretched, waiting ones of Benjamin's.

He smiled at her, kindly, pulling her up beside him. Truthfully Benjamin was a good man but he was nothing compared to Edward.

Stop thinking about him!

She screamed at herself but her heart refused to listen and continued to weep for the man who would never be hers.

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