I ended up gathering the pieces once again. You always knew how to leave a girl with a broken heart. You didn't tell me you were leaving. You had been distant and I thought maybe you had found out. I didn't think you would ever do this to me. You just left without saying so much as goodbye. I won't be here when you get back. I don't want my kid to have a father that is only sometimes there.
Its not that I don't love you. I love you with all I could. I just cant have you leave me again. I need a constant. I thought when we got married it would make you be around more. I think that just drove us farther apart. Bur when you were around, it was like nothing else existed. Because of that we are in this situation.
You never did know how to keep a promise. You promised you would always be there for me. Look where that got us. I am packing up my stuff and you are on tour. You are probably hooking up with tons of girls and I would never know. Just like you will never know this kid. I am not like one of those people who would do something just to get you to stay. So please don't try and convince me that I need to stay and that if I do you promise to be around more.
You and I might see each other again someday. Maybe our baby will have inherited our singing abilities. Maybe it will get a record deal and then maybe then we will meet up again.
No One's POV
Joe Jonas had the guilt weighing down on him. He was also in denial that his marriage wasn't as strong as it could be. His brother had told him that the denial would eventually eat him alive. (A/n I wonder where I got this phrase?) He was always leaving her. But this time he had hit rock bottom. He hadn't told her about him leaving for the reason that he wasn't ready to be a father. Miley had left the test on the counter and he had seen before she had thrown it away.
Joe had a two week break and he had spent the first week trying to decide what he should do for Miley. The second week was approaching and he was about to head for home.
To let her know that he was coming he decided to call her. After the third ring she finally picked up.
"Hello." Miley said in a very non-emotional tone.
"Hey. I just wanted to let you know I am coming home for the week."
"I am not going to be there."
"What do you mean you aren't going to be there?"
"When you go home there will be a note that explains everything and please don't try to find me." With that she hung up, leaving Joe in shock.
Joe Jonas grabbed the first flight back to Malibu and he was bombarded by fans. He couldn't stop thinking about Miley the entire ride.
When Joe reached his house he found the note Miley mentioned.
"Dear Joe,
I am sorry. I can't be here and pretend you leaving doesn't hurt. I mean you didn't even tell me that you were leaving. You know now how I feel. I never wanted to hurt you. I just cant go on living a lie. The pain is killing me. We need some time apart. Please don't look for me. I cant see you until I know that we could work on our relationship. I am not asking for a divorce or anything. I just want some space. You know I will always love you. You and I have both changed over the months and with you always gone it doesn't help.
I will love you forever.
Miley"
Joe broke down crying. He couldn't take it. The love his life had just left him.
This is just a start. I need you guys to tell me what you think of it. I will forget about it if I do not have people who want me to write it.
XOXO Lindsay
