Her phone was the first thing which hit the floor,Sharon herself followed soon.She felt like she was drowning,it was as if water would surround her,she had trouble breathing,there were noises in the background , it has to be her team,different voices but she couldn't make out what they were saying.She remembered that she was in the murderroom ,she was discussing something before her phone interrupted her ,what they were discussing..she had no idea . She felt like someone would drown her. And again she heard voices,this time she could make out her name ,someone yelled her name ,grabbed her shoulder and lifted her up slowly. She opened her eyes and there was Andy 'Why did he look so worried? ' She was confused . And then it hit her and it hit her hard . "Rusty !!!" she screamed ,at least she thought that she was screaming,but it was nothing more like a whisper. But Andy seems to hear it .He reached out to her again and touched her face gently to make her look at him ."Sharon ..what's wrong? What's with Rusty?" That was the question,she didn't know,she didn't want to know...it would make it real ...speaking it out loud would make it real. How could all of this happen...why was this all happening again,what had they done to deserve this kind of punishment.She didn't know,she didn't want to know. She closed her eyes again,they were so happy ,just a few minutes before,she remembered their discussion,they were talking about her and Andy getting married,they were laughing about Provenzas "Idiots" comments and his words to her " He's now official your problem Captain" And then her phone rung ,she saw Rustys ID ,so she answered it immediately,she hasn't seen him since he left the condo yesterday to give Andy and her all the privacy they would need to celebrate a big step in their relationship. She never felt this loved like she did yesterday ,when she looked at all the flowers and candles which where put up in her condo and Andy ...Rusty had said "This is all Andy Flynn" and he was right. She was so happy. And now she was sure Rusty couldn't wait anymore and needed to know what happened yesterday after he has left them alone .So she picked her phone up with a big smile on her face "Yes ..Rusty " she smiled at Andy but her smile faded fast ,Andy saw it too ,something has to be wrong ,he saw as her phone hit the floor ,he wasn't fast enough to catch her. She went down ,it was like someone had took all life out of her. Her face went pale ,her eyes shocked ,she wanted to scream but not a single word left her lips . Andy asked her again,the rest of her team gathered silent around her "Sharon ??? What's wrong?Please say something?" He looked so worried . She took a deep breath ,but it wasn't enough , she tried again,she felt sick. She wished she was sick and this was just a terrible nightmare ,that she would wake up any moment. But it was reality. She heard Provenza in the background "Maybe she hit her head when she fall ..we should call a ambulance.." She shocked her head no and grabbed Andys hand. There was fear in her eyes that he could tell .And when she finally spoke , the broke loose ,her team was gathering their things and went back to their desks ,Mike grabbed her phone from the floor and took Buzz with him into electronics . This left just her and Andy ,she looked up at him and than she broke ,the only thing he could do was to hold her. They were so happy ..just a few minutes ago . They heard Provenza in the distance "Chief Howard..We have a problem ..it seems that Phillip Stroh is back for real ..." there was a pause ,Andy looked from Sharon to his partner as he continued "...and Chief it seems ..he took Rusty..." Andy looked back at Sharon,his fiancé,his girlfriend,his best friend ...they were so happy just a few minutes ago ...