Ghostgirl; hello people when I tell you to listen to the song through the trees by low shoulder please do because it just adds to the drama, thanks. Ps. The message will say listen to song.

My name is mercy, I have short blonde hair that goes to my shoulders and brown eyes.

I start to read my books for school there about a girl who gets trapped in a fantasy.

"Why are books so boring?" I ask my self as I lay upside down on my brown soft chair.

I live in a one bed one bathroom apartment, it's so small I think.

My major is philosophy and film.

When I'm older I want to work in a mental institution but first I want well need my master degrees.

I set my book down and get my mp3 player and a glass of orange juice.

"I'm wasting time! Why can't time stop?" I ask myself I set my juice down and put the head phones in my ears I listen to the song ignorance by paramore.

I keep reading my book that's when I look out of my window an think about the story I use to love when I was a little girl.

Alice in wonderland a perfect children's book.

Well now that I'm older alice in wonderland isn't as innocent as I thought it was.

I look at the clock 3;00 exactly.

"NO" I scream I have to finish this book by tonight than write a paper on it tomorrow. I have a tendency to wait till the last minute to read boring books than write a stupid paper on them.

I'm surprised I made it out of high school.

"I wonder if wonderland is real?" I whisper to myself a chill goes through me.

I look at the mirror "through the looking glass" I say to myself.

I start to walk up to the mirror I put my hand on it and my hand goes through it.

"What the?" I ask myself looking at the mirror I put my hand back on the mirror and soon I fall through it.

I open my eyes and see roses every where. "O no this is bad really bad I have no clue where I am" I say well cry.

I start running until I bump into a man he has black hair and blue eyes he has a hat on. I rip my wrist out of his grasp and start running. "sorry" I scream as I am running. I soon reach a mansion I then stop running because I lost all me breath running from that man in the hat.

"hello miss a man says he wears a blue suit "who're you?" I ask "his names dee and I'm dum" another mans voice says from behind me. I turn around he is in a red suit similar to the other boys suit.

"well I'm mercy" I say with a smile they smile at me too.

I look down at what I'm wearing its gray shorts that cut off at my knees and a yellow tank top. I feel really weird wearing pj's infront of other people.

At least my hair is brushed and in a ponytail.

"sorry but I have to go I say I take my mp3 player out of my pocket and play the song "alice of human sacrifice" I start humming the song as I walk through the woods.

I feel like I'm being watched but I don't care I still hum the song.

I than turn around nothing "I'm tired I wonder if the grass is nice to sleep on?" I ask my self as I yawn.

Lucky for me it starts to get dark in a second.

I lay my head down on a pile of leaves and fall asleep.

"MOMMY DON"T LEAVE" I scream as the image of my mom fades away I than fall into darkness.

I look down at myself I'm the age of thirteen again the age where my mom killed herself or so the police said, she jumped off a cliff.

But I think she was pushed off a cliff by someone, but the police didn't believe me and my father blamed me for my mom killing herself .

"STOP THIS" I scream a man appears before me "give me my mom" I order the man smiles than pats my head.

"you killed your mom" the man says as he puts his face closer to mine. The man has maroon hair and red eyes with a evil smile and laugh.

I then grab his hand as I start getting pulled into the darkness I wake up screaming.

Sweat drips off my forehead "mom" I whisper I wipe the tears from my eyes.

I see the bright sun I get up an start walking again.

I walk till I reach an amusement park.

I walk threw the gate and see faceless people every where.

"mom please if this is a dream erase that one memory from my head" I ask in a whisper as I close my eyes.

I feel a hand on my shoulder "hello mercy" that voice it's Dees voice.

"hello you two" I say knowing the other brother's with him.

Dum grabs my wrist and then dee grabs my other wrist they start dragging me to a fairs wheel.

Then they push me into it and sit on each side of me.

"I hate heights" I say my voice shaky "to bad for you" dee says "yep deal with it" dum says.

The farris wheel starts moving I then grasp dees arm.

Dum strokes my hair as I clutch his brothers arm. "please let this be a horrible dream" I whisper in a pleading voice.

When it stops I open my eyes were at the top "I would like to stay high in the air and know I never would fall" I say looking at the view of all the people and buildings an trees.

We start moving again I only clutch my shorts as I look at the view.

When we get off I thank both brothers than I run because I never really had someone ever seem to care a little about me.

At least I hope they care for me just a little.

But it's no good to hope for something especially when you know it will just hurt more in the future.

I stop running after I pass the gate and am a few feet into the woods. It starts to turn to sunset and I'm lost in the woods.

I turn my mp3 player on and am listening to "maybe" from annie.

I reach a palace.

I start to walk to the gate there's faceless guards here.

"hello I have no idea where I am may I please stay here before time changes?" I ask.

the two guards smile at me.

"You're a outsider" one of the guards says.

I smile and shake my head yes even though I have no idea what there talking about.

Mostly cause my music is blasted and I can't here any thing except tick tock by kesha.

They let me pass I smile and say thank you.

When I open the palace doors I see I'm alone and start to sing as I walk through the halls.

I feel a hand on my shoulder and spin around quickly I take the headphones out.

"Hello miss" the man says.

He has red eyes white shaggy hair and bunny ears.

"You look weird are those your real ears?" I ask.

I realize I'm acting just like my thirteen year old self and I'm nineteen.

"well aren't you nice" the man says in a sarcastic voice I smile "I know I am, aren't I cute too?" I ask as I lean in towards his face.

"well I guess you are, what's your name?" he ask "the names mercy like a cry for help more of a plead" I say in a sinister voice.

"well my names peter and girl don't act so tough in this world if you know what's good for you" the man says than walks off I look at him.

"Wait can you help me!" I scream like I would when I tried to convince the police mother didn't kill herself.

"If you want my help drink this" peter says as he pulls out a glass bottle containing a pink liquid.

I twist the lid off of it and poor it in my mouth.

"Come with me girl" peter says I follow him.

I soon am in front of a woman in a beautiful red dress. "Hello my queen" peter says I see more faceless and another person besides the queen who has a face.

He has brown hair and brown eyes.

I blush a little than put the headphones back in my ears.

I listen to the song 'I want a mom'.

I know the song is in rugrats go to Paris.

I have my eyes closed but open them when peter taps me on the shoulder.

"What is it? I just want to listen to a song!" I scream but than realize I was in a daydream.

"I'm so sorry I didn't mean it, I was thinking of my mom" I say trying not to cry.

"Does the have a mother" the queen ask I shake my head no.

"Can I please stay here tonight or what ever the time is here?" I ask the queen shakes her head yes.

The man with brown hair shows me to my room.

"Not trying to be perverted or anything but can you stay in this room with me until I fall asleep I'm scared to be alone" I say in a quiet voice.

I'm glad when he says yes he sits in the rocking chair beside the bed and watches me until I fall asleep.

I wake up as I scream and scream until someone comes into the room and puts his hand over my mouth.

"Keep quiet everyone can here you" it's peters voice.

I hug him around the waist "the man with that wicked laugh he blames me, he says I killed mother" I cry.

Peter pats me on the head "don't scream mercy I'm here for you" peter says but I still cry into his lap.

"I just want my mom" I cry. (LISTEN TO SONG)

That night I cried myself to sleep when I woke up it was cloudy.

I looked on the chair and there was a lavender dress that cut off at my knees and had long sleeves, it also had a purple headband with purple dress shoes.

I put the outfit on but kept my white and black tennis shoes on.

I walked down stairs to the dining hall everyone was there "are the feeling better today?" the queen asked "yes, I'm sorry but what's your name?" I asked "Vivaldi" the queen replied.

"well Vivaldi I'm going to go out today" I said "be carful, today is April season" peter said "I will" I say as I smile than run out side of the palace.

I keep running until I am about a mile away from the palace. "I can't return I can't fall in love with people who wont be in my life forever i can't fall in love with my dreams" I say to myself as I collapse to the ground and start crying.

"hello mercy" a voice said I looked up and saw the man from my dreams "you may recognize me my name is white, joker white".

The man said with his wicked smile.

I stand up from the ground and brush the dirt off of my dress. "Why did you go inside my head? Why did you make me scream every night?" I screamed as tears ran down my face.

"so I could get under your skin and get in to a outsiders head. it was fun while it lasted" white said a smile on his face.

I start running but it's so confusing in these parts of the woods.

I look around for away out but another joker comes up to me and grabs my wrist.

"let me go I want out of this stupid freaking wonderland" I scream then fall to the ground.

White laughs with his twin.

They drag me to a big tent but before they reach the tent well the circus I claw, kick, scream, punch and fall to the ground but when we reach the circus I stop and look around.

"mama brought me to a circus when I was seven I said I wanted to be like the tightrope girls that's why I did gymnastics for three years" I said as I laid on my knees.

I stood up again both jokers grabbed one of my wrist "take me if you want to at least I'll know you both like me if you'd go threw all that trouble to just take a little girl here" I say than giggle a little.

"hey mercy you know the jokers?" a man said I know his voice he's that knight the one who stayed in my room to watch me.

"HELP" I scream white covers my mouth and my nose with one hand and wraps another arm around my arms so I can't yank his hand away.

I soon pass out when I wake up I'm in a chair I stand up and a light shines on me.

"You said you love circuses if you don't want to rot away in a prison I suggest you show us your talent" the other joker says "first what's your name" I ask in a demanding voice "black, joker black" the man says I put my headphones in and start to sing through the trees.

mercy; great I'm a slave, jade!

jade; no your not a slave, i want you to end up with one of the twins.

mercy; great i have to break one of there hearts?

jade; i think juliuse will be in the next story.

mercy; you like him now?

jade; well i like all of them but white is the one i really like than peter than juliuse than boris...

mercy; you need a life jade.

jade; i like kishy

mercy; who?

jade; wrong anime character.

mercy; you think?