A/N: I was really disappointed with my first attempt at a Harry Potter fanfic, so here's take #2. I no more Blaise, well yeah more Blaise, just not as much as the last Harry Potter fanfic I had.
Disclaimer: The characters, places, or anything that seems familiar. Be longs to J.K. Rowling. The song is Numb, by Linkin' Park
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Draco leaned back on his bad, careful not to hit the headboard, and relaxed after a stressful dinner with his father. Mr. Malfoy wasn't exactly happy with Draco these days. With his refusal take the Dark Mark and his connections with the muggle word, it was no surprise Lucius was angry.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Draco under stood what the lyrics were saying. All his life he pushed and pushed to be like his father, now he was just tired. He wanted to be Draco Malfoy. The problem was, he didn't know how to be Draco Malfoy.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
"…more like me… be less like you." Draco mumbled along with the song. Linkin' Park and Goldfinger. Mostly the only two Draco listened to. He liked LL Cool J for some reason. The rap version, not the R&B thing he does now. Draco can't stand love songs.
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
"Draco!! Turn that damned music off!!!" Lucius yelled at him. Draco made a small smile and closed his eyes. 'Damned bastard.' he thought.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
"Da nana na na." murmured Draco nodding his head to the music.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
"I'm tired of being what you want me to be." whispered Draco.
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A/N: Ok, It's a one shot until I get some reviews! For most of my stories I get a good 1,000 hits, but on more then like 10 reviews! Tell me if ya like it or not please!