A/N: I do NOT own any of the characters in this story these characters are from the creative and wonderful mind of Miss Stephenie Meyer. 33
Chapter 1
All around me I feel cold and fog. Trees surround me and the blue sky stretched over me is filled with snow. As I walk in the oblivion not knowing where I'm going I try to touch the snowflakes falling everywhere. What is this? This isn't snow. Ashes. Ashes are all around me falling like snow. I notice that something is pulling me closer and closer to an orangey glow. Like metal to a magnet and I can't pull away.
Suddenly I see a car and I run as fast as I can to it running and running but it feels like I'm not getting there in time. Then it hits me like a wave crashing down and I can't breathe…there she is lying on the ground, I'm too late. As I reach her I hold her hand and she whispers to me,
"The one whose eyes shine like gold and whose touch is icy cold is the one who will change your heart."
And that's it. That's where it ends. That is how it ends all the time. Even though it's the same dream I can't help but cry and moan to the night. Why did she have to die?! She was the only one who wanted me, the only one who held me when I was a child and now she's gone. And just how the fire consumed my grandmother, the fire consumed the girl I was, burning all the childhood innocence I once held in my grasp.
Many have grown with the perfect family, or at least the ones I know. I on the other hand was not. My parents had a love child. My mother Renée was young and in love with my father Charlie. They had me and just couldn't take care of me because they were too young. My mother started getting into a drinking habit and my grandmother saved me from what could have been an abusive childhood.
Although I was without my mother or father, my grandmother took the place of both of them in my heart. Nana Cara I used to call her when I was young. But those days are over and done with. Sometimes I look in the mirror and I see someone different not the big brown eyed girl I used to be, with a smile that brought happiness to others. Now I just look, and see a pale girl with almost black eyes and full lips that almost drags into a frown.
I look away and start packing my things again, trying to focus on what to bring and leave behind. Honestly I was a mess and moving from my home in Phoenix, Arizona to dreary Forks, Washington was not going to help me get better. Fortunately I am to stay with Charlie until I turn 18 and decide what to do with my life. At least it was better than staying with my mom, she still drinks.
"Two years Bells, just two years", I half said half sighed.
I heard the taxi coming so I quickly got my suitcase, and walked away from the room that I grew with as a young girl. Leaving it was like having a piece of my heart torn away.
But what else could I do? Nothing. I thought as I shut the door and drove away to the airport. Throwing away the fairytale I thought I once lived in and entering the painful reality of the life that was waiting for me all along.
A/N: Was it good? Was it bad? REVIIEEW! 33