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A Game
It wasn't meant to turn out this way.
She was the one who started this. It was all her fault.
It was all just a game. A fine fucking game.
When I first told you about it, you were so surprised that you dropped your quill.
Your eyes were as big as saucers.
But then you grinned, remarking that you never knew I was into this.
But I wasn't, was I?
I did it all for her, right?
She was everything to me, so when she told me request, I didn't turn it down.
I never did.
That is because I loved her.
The first time our lips touch, it was ecstasy, pure bliss.
I knew I wanted more.
We were so perfect together.
We were like two puzzles meant to be fitted together, forever.
But it can never be that way, like you said.
I see you whisper sweet things into her ear,
Yet I never got jealous because I knew you loved me best.
It was heaven for me, the best of both worlds like one may say, having you and her by my side.
I wished it would last for eternity.
But the three of us knew it can never end this way. One of us would be hurt in the end and that it would be you.
Yet I didn't stop myself from loving you.
Day after day I was living in a dream, deceiving myself in a lie.
The mask fell when she found out.
That I loved you more than anyone else,
You were so much more special to me than she was.
When you love someone, I once told her, there would be no other space in your heart for anyone else.
That was true.
Tears fell from her lovely eyes, and I wanted so much to cradle her in my arms, I wanted her to scream and hex me, I wanted her to hate me.
I wanted to take back all that I feel.
But she understood.
She left me and it hurt like hell but I could live with it if you were here.
Yet my heart broke, before I could ever tell you my feelings.
I felt broken and cheated by you.
How could you?
My eyes were swollen with tears and I hated you.
No I could never do that, I love you still.
And I wondered if you had ever known that.
It was too late for words.
You were already married to someone else.
You were supposed to be mine
But it was all over.
The grand passion never lived.
It didn't get a chance.
To me it wasn't, but
Maybe to you, it was just a silly game.
-Finish-
Author's Note: Hmm I hope it is not too confusing. Have you figure out who the three people are? I'll like to hear who you think they are. I have written it in this way so it could be anyone out there. Bah maybe I would rewrite this, though this is more of the protagonist's feelings. My only regret is that I could not describe it intricately. Hope to hear some comments. XD Psst..I edited it.