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Always

Kyo's point of view

This morning was just as cold as that morning was. The morning that he'll regret all his life. It wasn't even her fault. But why did he said that to her he doesn't know. After all Misao is no stranger to him. If he had explained everything she wouldn't have gotten mad. It all went down pretty badly and he would love to say sorry, but… But his foolish ego didn't let him. He believed that she was the one who should come and apologize. And now it was too late…

Kyou always knew that she was surrounded by boys in her class and after she said to one of her friends that she has broken up with him guys would confess their undying love to her almost every week and it killed him inside. It killed him inside because he loved her, because he didn't mean it when he said it to her. He just had a lot of problems on his hands and accidentally said it…

And now it was too late she already had a new boyfriend and no matter how hard he wanted to say that he didn't mean what he said and that he loves her, his foolish pride got the best of him.

Flashback

"Kyou you look troubled, you know you can tell me everything…" Misao said calmly while Kyou was in no mood to talk. So all he did was forced a fake smile

"It's okay…This matter is something that you don't need to concern yourself with." He said trying to sound composed.

"Is that so…Would you like some tea?" she asked still worried about him

"No it's okay I'm not thirsty" this time Kyou sounded strange even to himself. It was already starting to annoy him. Misao was always around and when he would have a lot of problems he even wasn't able to voice it in his own house because he was to concerned that she will hear and start worrying about him

"Kyo are you really alright? If anything is troubling you I'll gladly listen…" Misao couldn't finish the sentence before Kyou snapped

"The thing that is troubling me is you! Could you leave me alone! You're always here and it's irritating!" Kyou yelled at her. A single tear escaped her eyes as she stood up

" I understand…I'm leaving…" Misao said calmly as she wiped of the stray tear off her face. Just then he understood what he said

"Wait Misao…" when he said it, it was already too late, Misao was already out of his sight…

End of flashback

Everyone noticed that something was wrong with him, but they never dared to ask him. They knew that if they would ask him what happened with Misao and why did they break up over it Kyo would snap.

He was grateful that they didn't ask it… It would be so hard to explain that it was his fault that she left, that he was the one that hurt her… Even thinking about it was painful and he thought about it every day he saw her sitting in math class that he teaches. He would think about it when he saw her and her boyfriend walking together, laughing together. He would think that not to long ago he was the one who made her laugh, smile that warm smile that he adored so much… And now there was someone else in his place… Some other guy… a human. A human just like her… But wasn't it supposed to be that way? A human girl falls in love with a human boy. But she was his Misao. She wasn't supposed to fall in with any other than him. That's what he believed and still… and still he let her go, to find another.

Now all of his days went by like that… Thinking about her and then seeing her with other man hugging her… Thinking that he should be there instead of that guy that she was now with…

It was already time for him to go to work as he saw the thing that he never wanted to see.

That guy…that guy, Misao's new boyfriend was standing next to her under blooming cherry blossom tree kissing her… The scene was like a perfect picture from a photo book and she looked, surprised… but happy…

He felt himself falling in even deeper depression that he was 'till now. And that was practically impossible.

The guy whispered something to her that made her blush and left. He watched as his beloved said goodbye to her lover and started heading for school. And then Kyo suddenly grabbed her and pulled Misao into a tight hug. She tried escaping, but it didn't do any good just made her tiered.

"I'm sorry…"was what Kyo whispered to her ear "I'm sorry… I didn't mean to say anything like that… It was very stressful month and I didn't want you to worry so I tried to suppers it and… I'm sorry…"

"I forgive you…" Misao replied "In fact I never really was in love with that guy… It was just a little way to get revenge on you… I really was hurt when you said those words and thought it was really for real this time around, but…" Kyo could hear a smile in her voice. It was wonderful sound. Then he kissed her passionately.

"So I think I'm a better kisser than that guy you just were with" he said mocking her. She looked out of breath just as he felt inside, but didn't let it show on his face.

"Yeah" she giggled "You're better at kissing than him"

It was their first date after they made up. Kyo was impatiently waiting for Misao who was 20 minutes late. 'When she comes she'll get it from me…' Kyo thought irritated.

"Misao just where are you?" he thought tho himself. 'I better call her and ask her where she is. I'm getting quite worried about her…' And just as he began phoning her he saw Misao's figure appear across the street. She looked so beautiful, just like a goddess who descended from the heavens.

When Misao was in the middle of the street her phone ringed. Kyo absolutely forgot he was phoning her. And then she stopped to look for her phone and a car came raising towards her. Kyo saw that shocked Misao dropped her cellphone and couldn't move an inch. He himself was petrified from horror of what's about to happen. And suddenly the first car managed to doge her, but the one witch was behind the first one hit her. Kyo felt his heart sank somewhere where he couldn't reach. It was her scream that brought him back to reality. He could not bare to look at her mangled body. All he could think about was how much he wants revenge on the one who did this to her.