My demon - pip/Damien Song Fic. "In the Shadows" – The Rasmus
Authors note: kinda disturbing bits…you've been given a crappy warning .
His slender yet powerful fists hammered against pips face, as pip took each blow since he was ordered to by his demon. Heaven forbid if he spoke out or tried to escape the demons fury, there would be more than hell to pay if he ever tried to.
No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
Pip knew the consequences ...The blood shed, the beatings...and verbal that came when he agreed to be Damien's boyfriend...or rather his "property" as Damien liked to word it. But no matter how much Damien hurt him. no matter how many teeth flew out, or broken noses he had to snap back...he loved Damien...there were the outside attractions; like his black hair covering those flaming red eyes, the upside down cross he wore religiously, and his white ghostly skin that was always hidden by black apparel that fitted perfectly on his slim and lean demonic form. But there was one beauty that was invisible to the naked eye; his demon...had a heart...quite possibly surrounded by a 50 foot concrete wall. But it was there, and that was all pip needed to fall in complete unquestionable love with Damien.
I've been watching In the shadows In the shadows
I've been waiting
in the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
for tomorrows all my life
Pip felt Damien's heated hands wrap around his skinny neck, holding pip firmly underneath him, licking just near pips ear. "Who's your master pip?" Damien growled the question out in a commanding voice, causing his little toy to shudder in fear. "You are ...Master Damien" He replied weakly, while his split lip oozed out more red liquid for Damien to feast upon.
They say
That I must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
The demons fist collided with pips jaw once again, making the petite blonde wither in pain. "And don't you dare forget it" Damien hissed, picking himself up off pip and spiting down at pips feet.
The small blonde lay on the ground whimpering, to scared to look up at the demon. Pip was a delicate boy, and pip was sure that Damian abused him all the more because of it. It was sick...pip knew that, but never had it in him to stand up to Damian...and also because somewhere deep inside, pip enjoyed the abuse.
I've been watching
I've been waiting
in the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
for tomorrows all my life
While pip was lost in his problematical thoughts, Damian had picked him up, carrying him off to the bed. His heart...pip thought as he was being carried, his head nuzzled against Damian's chest, listening to a soft and slow beat, it almost put pip to sleep. The demon placed pip down almost lovingly, and pip curled himself up in the blood red sheets.
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher
Damien looked down at his bruised hands, from punching Pip so hard. It astonished Damien how the blonde never went into a state of unconsciousness from amount of beating he endured. As Pip drifted off to sleep, Damien watched him with wonder. The kid was more then Damien could ever ask for.
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows
An invisible smile formed on Damien's features, as he thought of all the new ways he could make Pip suffer while being down in hell with him. Pulling a small silver blade from his black jeans, Damien sat at the edge of the bed, toying with it in his hands, waiting for Pip to wake up.
In the shadows in the shadows
I've been waiting.
Authors note: Not as gross as I wanted it to be…oh well. Hope you liked it nevertheless. Please review or Pip might die because of you. XxX
