Before "Big Time Rush" was just for boys, they had a fifth member, me. My name is Lindsey, I'm 21 and have know the BTR boys for years.

We where just five kids with a dream from the time we where 16 we had been trying to be famous but, when we FINALLY had our chance, the record company only wanted the boys, so, I stepped down and let the boys have a chance. I just tagged along and did everything with them. I went to the studio, press things, set, concerts, everything... But after a series of events, everything started spiraling out of control... I have had a crush on Logan since we where 16 and never told him. I was like a little kid with a crush on a teacher, he made me nervous, when he smiled it made me weak. When he spoke, I listened... We where at our apartment one day just hanging out before going to set.

Carlos and I where in an intense game of "Battlefield: Bad Company" and I was kicking his ass. James was running around trying to find his favorite shirt. Kendall had just waled in the door carrying Taco Bell bags and balancing drinks. Logan was...well, I didn't know where Logan was... After beating Carlos once again, I got up and helped Kendall get the food to the table.

"Thanks Lin." Kendall dais smiling. "No problem. JAMES! COME EAT!" I said yelling down the hall. A shirtless James appeared out of his room.

"Kendall! YOU have my shirt!" James said. " Oh, yeah it must have gotten mixed up in my laundry. Sorry dude." Kendall said taking the shirt off and tossing it to James.

"There is too much nakedness in this room for my taste." I said laughing.

Carlos was grabbing a taco when Logan came darting in the door and down the hall into his room. We all watched as he disappeared into his room and reappearing a minute later. He darted back out the door and disappeared. All four of us exchanged glances and shrugged it off and turned back to our food. Carlos was shoving a taco in his mouth loaded with hot sauce his favorite condiment. Kendall, James and I watched in amazement, "What?" he asked mouth full of taco. We all shook our heads and grabbed food and sat and ate and joked.

A still shirtless Kendall looked at his watch, "Hey guys we need to go." Kendall said.

We all cleaned up and I went and changed and grabbed my computer and we all piled into my car and headed to the Nickelodeon set.

We showed our badges to the guard and entered the set. We parked outside of the BTR set.

Erin, she plays Camille, was walking in when she saw us.

"Hey guys! Oh hey, apparently Mickey want to talk to you and the boys." she said. We all exchanged glances we couldn't think what the director wanted.

We all shrugged and headed to his office. "Hey Mickey, you wanted to see us?" James said as we piled into his office.

"Yeah, I got a GREAT idea. I want Lindsey on the show!" He said smiling.

I had a stunned look on my face, "Wait, let me get this right, YOU want ME on the show?" I asked

"Well, yeah, you are great friends with the guys, your VERY pretty and perfect for what I wanna use you for." he said smiling.

"And just what is that?" I asked. " I want you to play the girl James likes!" he said smiling.

All four of us busted out laughing. I had to wipe a tear from my eye.

"I'm sorry. I thought you just said I'm going to play James' GIRLFRIEND!" I said wiping away another tear.

"Well yeah, you are close with the boys and I thought I would ask you before I call a few girls to come audition." Mickey said.

" Sorry but do you KNOW James' character in the show? He's self centered, conceded and a pretty boy." I said.

"That's what makes it so interesting. I want you to do this." he said. "FINE!" I said he got happy and all the boys started talking at once.

"Woah there killers! Hold on, when do we start shooting?" I asked setting my palms on Mickey's desk.

"Today. So we need to do all the documents to put you on payroll and..." he started. I cut him off, "WHAT? Today? I understand that today is read through and blocking but still..." I said.

"C'mon Lindz!" Kendall pleaded. I looked at the four pleading faces in front of me and sighed. "Fine..." I said putting my hand on my face.

All for of them high five'd and Carlos hugged me. I left the office and headed to fill out papers.

Logan ran down the hall as I was walking and he went into his dressing room.

I followed him and knocked on the door. "Oh Mr. Logan." I said to him through the door.

He opened it with a his famous side smile and no shirt on.

"There is WAY too much nakedness going on today!" I said.

"What? He asked I remembered that he wasn't home today.

"Nevermind where have you been all day?" I asked.

"What? Pssst, no where." he said.

"Yeah, like that's NOT suspicious." I said.

"I was just out." he said. " Okay. Hey guess what? I'm going to be on the show!" I said smiling.

"REALLY? Sweet!" he said. "You don't seem as excited as I though you would." I said lowering my eyebrows.

"I'm excited very excited. I gotta get ready for read though I'll see you there then." He said shutting the door before I could say anything.

"Boy got issues!" I said walking away.

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