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Once a Mistake Twice Is a Dream

Chapter 1

Drunken Dream or a Reality

Disclaimers: I do not own Hannah Montana or anything to do with the show just my dvd collection and albums. I do not own any of the lyrics in any of the chapters and if i did i will let you know...enough of me ranting and please enjoy and review...flames and cookies are welcome...i like a challenge ;)

Miley's POV

At first when it started happening, I freaked out...sneaking into Lilly's room that Friday night while drunk, was stupid I admit, but when you're twenty-three years of age and been in love with your best friend since you were fifteen years old you kinda lose it after a while ya know. But enough about that, let's help me try and get my reality and dreams to make sense...since she's been sneaking into my room drunk once a month on every Saturday she goes out drinking with her friends.

Flashback

I can't stop thinking about my best friend who I've been in love with since I was fifteen. So I'm out at a bar with a few friends I met in college and I have no clue how much alcohol I've drank but enough to make me fall through my best friends bedroom door giggling drunkenly.

"Miley...is that you?" I hear the person in the bed mumble sleepily as they sit up.

"Lilly!" I say as I slowly, and wobbly get back to my feet.

"Miley it's...two-thirty in the morning! I'm teaching in the morning Miles!" I stumble across the bedroom and fall on Lilly's bed smiling drunkenly gazing up at her.

"Sorry Lils...but I'm really drunk...and need my one and only Lilly bear." I say truthfully gazing up at her pouting slightly.

"Get in here...ya doughnut...I swear you're worse than Oliver sometimes, this is the third time this week I've been woken up by you or Oliver...when him and Jake argue he gets drunk and then tries to get me to have sex with him...I know him and Jake are just flat mates...It's like he's in love with Jake but won't admit it to himself or something pft!" She rants out, as I slide into bed with her kicking my shoes off and snuggling into her, breathing in deeply enjoying the smell of soap and the faintest hint of vanilla...yum.

"Yeah Oliver and Jake are secretly dating...like that would ever happen!" I add sobering up slightly...suddenly getting bolder. "But what if I wanted to get you to sleep with me?" I ask, tilting my head up to look at her.

"Drunken-best-friend-of-mine-say-what?" She says, her voice taking on a higher pitch.

"I asked..." Taking a deep breath in, looking deep into her sparkling blue eyes drawing courage from her gaze. "I asked what would you do if I came in here drunkenly wanted to get you to sleep with me?" I look down feeling my body on fire, at being so near to her.

"Like you would ever want me to sleep with you pft!" She says, sitting up slightly popping her bones back into place yawning.

"But what if I did? What would you do about it?" I ask her, looking her straight in the eye.

"I...I...I...have no idea whether I was dreaming or not." She said truthfully blushing a deep red bowing her head.

"Hey..." I say lifting her chin up gently between my thumb and forefinger, looking deep into her eyes smiling my soft half smile. "Why would you not have an idea if it was a dream or not?" I asked her, watching her bite her lower lip looking panicked.

"Cause...well...I've been having some really weird dreams lately...about...well...us." She says blushing deeper. looking up at me.

I couldn't take it anymore, I leaned over and placed my lips softly on hers. The fire that shot through me spurred me to lean more into her and she started to kiss me back, the spark...

Lilly broke the kiss after a couple of minutes, gazing at me through lidded eyes , moving her right hand up to touch her lips lightly. "Wow." I heard her whisper to herself.

"I second that." I breathily whispered, gazing into her eyes, looking for any signs that I should stop, but no signs came as I leaned over and kissed her again moaning softly at the spark on contact, pushing lightly on her to get her to lie down, which she did scooting down the bed moaning softly into my mouth as I move so I'm hovering over her, never breaking the kiss cupping her face lightly as I licked slightly at her upper lip asking for entrance, gaining it almost instantly as her tongue came out and started a slow dance with mines causing both of us to groan softly at the same time.

I slid my left hand down her torso as she broke the kiss, looking up at me whimpering slightly at my touch, as soon as my fingers got to the bottom of her t-shirt, I lifted it up slightly scraping my nails across her skin, feeling goosebumps break out as she shuddered closing her eyes moaning softly.

"Miley...please...keep kissing me?" She asked me, as I leaned back down to continued kissing her, moaning at the contact, sliding my hand further up her t-shirt cupping her right breast in my hand lightly scraping my my thumb nail across her nipple feeling it harden instantly, groaning slightly as she arches into my hand, as her hands slowly crept up the back of my t-shirt, scraping lightly at my back.

"God...Miley..." She moaned into my mouth, causing me to kiss her deeper as I leaned up tugging her t-shirt up her body, signalling to her that it was time to lose it.

"Loose the top Lils...I need to feel all of you?" I breathed out as she leaned up and tore her top off herself and tossing it across the room, grabbing onto me as she lay back down on the bed tugging me back to her lips, tangling her hands in my hair.

"Miley...get these shorts off me...please...I need you to take me...now!" Lilly breathed into my ear as she took it between her teeth lightly flicking her tongue against my ear lobe, moaning deeply into her collar bone scrapping my nails across her breasts and down her chest past her tight stomach, till I got to her shorts, sliding them slowly down her legs feeling her quivering under me at the anticipation of what I was going to do next.

I slid my hand up her leg as she shivered slightly I looked her in the eyes looking for her to get me to stop but nothing came, as I slid my hand across her most treasured body part, and realised she didn't have and panties on moaning at the feel of her perfectly shaved pussy, sliding my middle finger between her wet lips, groaning loudly at how wet she was, as I circled her clit, hearing her take in a sharp breath of air, and moaning at the same time. I slid my hand lower till my finger was balanced just outside her entrance...god I hope I'm doing this right It's my first time having sex before.

As Lilly leaned up to capture my lips in a soft and sensual kiss, my butterflies in my tummy started going crazy. "Do it Miles...please...I need you to take it...you're the only one I want to lose it to...please?" I looked deeply into her eyes and saw everything she just said was true...her darkened eyes looked up as I smiled softly at the same time I slowly and gently slid my middle finger into her, watching her face to make sure I never hurt her.

"It's okay Miles...I'm ready..." Lilly said as she nodded for me to continue, as I started moving my finger gently and slowly, savouring the feel of her tightly clamped around my finger, as she started to rock with my hand as I curled my thumb up to rub against her clit gently, moving my finger deeper and deeper into her moving slightly faster, as she started moaning and groaning in my ear, as I kissed sucked and nibbled on her neck and collar bone, feeling her tighten around my finger slightly as she started to buck against my hand, I slowed my hand down as I kissed down her chest towards her stomach and passed it to it's goal, removing my finger from inside her breathing her in groaning deeply.

"Why...are...you...stopping?" I heard Lilly pant from above my head, as she tangled her fingers through my hair again.

"There is no way I'm stopping...just changing instruments." I said, grinning up at her as I leaned my head down and slid my tongue into her, hearing her moan her approval very loudly, gripping my hair tightly scraping her nails across my scalp. I moved my head and shoved my tongue fully into her using my left thumb to circle her clit, matching the movement with my tongue moving it around hitting a spot that had her bucking into my mouth moaning very loudly panting hard.

"Oh...god...oh...god...ohgodohgodohgodohgod...MILEY!" Lilly screamed out as her body twitched madly then arched off the bed as she screamed my name. Speeding my tongue and hand up to make her scream again. Feeling her start to tremble again I thrust my tongue in as far as it'll go and up flicking her g-spot fast and hard.

"MILEY...OH...GOD...MILEY!" She screamed as she collapsed back on the bed panting and sweating.

I slid back up her after licking her clean moaning deeply at how good she tastes, grinning like the cat that got the cream, licking my lips clean along with my fingers, looking down on her waiting for her to open her eyes and look at me.

"Are you still alive there Lils?" I asked huskily wrapping my arms around her moving her hair from her face, catching a look of shear bliss on her face.

"God yes...that was amazing!" She breathed out opening her eyes looking into my darker blue eyes; as I cupped her cheek leaning down to kiss her softly smiling widely.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it Lils, I really enjoyed it too...I mean you taste amazing!" I said looking her in the eyes feeling the heat coming from her face, as she blushed deeply.

"Miles...can I do you...?" She asked me as she flipped me over, looking down on me, her eyes shining brightly, as she slid her hand up my t-shirt.

"Seems you've answered that for me, huh Lils?" I say in her ear huskily, is that my voice?

Lilly grins and looked deep into my eyes through heavily lidded eyelids.

"Miles...loose the clothes...now!"She commands, and I'm already shedding all my clothes, smiling widely up at her.

"Yes m'am!" I reply teasingly. As my last article of clothing hits the floor, I am pinned to the bed in a blink of an eye, and she is kissing me deeply, our tongues dancing fiercely, her hands blaze a trail down my chest, stopping at my breasts to lightly grope and tease my already sensitive nipples, I moan deeply into her mouth, scraping my nails down her back lightly.

"God...Miley you are soo beautiful." Lilly pants out in my ear as she starts to slide her hands further down my overly heated body.

"Not as beautiful as you Lils." I breathe out as she hits the spot I so desperately want her to touch, moaning lightly at the contact.

"Not true Miles, but thanks for the compliment." She says as she grins mischievously down at me as she starts to slide down my body kissing sucking and nibbling as she went, she swirled her tongue around my right nipple flicking it, then grazing her teeth across it, causing me to arch and groan as she lightly started to circle my clit at the same time, as teasing my entrance.

"Please...Lils...take me...only you can ever touch me...please take it like I took yours...I trust only you with my virginity." I pant out as she looks me straight in the eyes and smiles gently and lovingly, as she eases a single finger into me, causing me to hiss out a deep throaty moan of pleasure.

"I didn't hurt you did I Miles?" Lilly asked as she looked up sliding back up my body, looking into my eyes with concern.

"Not at all Lils...it feels really, really, really good...so please don't stop...I need you to make love to me." I pled out, but then started to panic internally as Lilly's eyes locked with mines, and she smiled softly, leaning down to kiss me soo softly I felt my chest flutter.

"I wouldn't do it any other way with you Miles." She whispered softly in my ear causing me to shiver. She slid her body back down mines, still moving her finger in and out of me slowly circling my clit, and then everything stopped.

"What's wrong? Why did you st-mmmmmm...god that feels soo good Lils." I groan out as she buried her tongue deep inside me, moaning deeply herself, as she continues to circle my clit increasing the pressure on it, tangling my hands in her hair, moving my hips in time with her tongue and fingers.

"Mmmm...don't stop...sooooo...cloooosssseeeee." I moan out as she starts to speed up, so do I, pulling lightly on her hair, gripping the sheets with my other hand moaning and groaning, whilst trying not to buck my hips. "Oh god...oh god...oh god...oh...uh...LILLY!" I scream as I arch off the bed moaning deeply at the explosion inside me and the colours flashing under my eye lids. As I feel her stop and remove her tongue, I whimper at the close but soon moan as her tongue is quickly replaced by two fingers entering me gently, but speeding up fast, as she slides up my body grinning widely kissing me deeply, letting me taste myself on her, as she kept moving her fingers inside of me her thumb curled up to move rapidly across my clit, using her free hand to pinch and twist my right nipple.

"Ohgodohgodohgod...LIL..." I screamed even louder and arched off the bed my body completely spent.

End Flashback

I opened my eyes to being fully dressed and curled up on my own bed not knowing if my first time was real or a dream.