A/N: HELLO MY NON EXISTENT READERS!

Lol Just kidding. Weelp this is my new story, It's all typed out from my spiral...I hope you like it.

UPDATED: Hey Guys I know no one really read this last time but to the three people that follow this story I'm editing all the chapters, and hopefully uploading some more.

DISCLAIMER: I DON't OWN THIS! I'm gonna go cry now…

I Promise I'll Never Love

Chapter 1

"Are we there yet?" I opened my eyes from my small nap when I heard my twin brother whine for the millionth time. I couldn't believe he hadn't fallen asleep yet, like seriously Sora passes out in the car going to the mailbox.

I chuckled as I looked up and saw my guardian, Cloud, roll his eyes. I knew he really cared about us, I mean he could put up with Sora's whining for hours. Not even people that have dealt with him there whole lives can do that.

Sometimes I think back and feel guilty for our elementary school teachers.
Poor Mrs. Thompson….

Oh well.

"No Sora, now shut up" I answered my twins whine with a snarky voice, he glared at me but it was more of a pout than anything to be honest.

I ignored him and snuggled closer to my living pillow, closing my eyes to try and continue my nap. But of course my pillow shifted obviously not wanting me to get some sleep. The world was out to get me I swear.
I purposely groaned melodramatically so that my point that I was upset would get through.

"Oh shush Roxas, don't be like your brother." The pillow chuckled to me, I groaned again even louder but stopped as they leaned down to whisper in my ear.

"I swear...Sora's wearing me down, I just might end up strangling him"

I opened my eyes again to look up at a very cutely annoyed wine haired girl. Her indigo eyes shined dangerously with murderous intentions. Too bad Sora was so damn oblivious, I'll probably become twinless today.

I chuckled under my breath at the silly faces war she started with Sora, and sat up. I leaned my head against her shoulder and started to hum. I was JUST starting to doze off….

….until Sora just HAD to ask AGAIN...

"Are we there yet noow~?" My twin asked in an extra whiny voice, looking directly at Kairi. An evil glint shining in his identical to mine eyes.
Oh he was evil, didn't he know better than to mess with the wrath of a woman? Apparently not, I could feel Kairi tense next to me covered my ears for the screaming that was sure to ensue.

"OH MY GOD SORA SHUT UP BEFORE I SHANK YOU OR SOMETHING!" Kairi exploded suddenly, gathering the attention of the other passengers. Her glare toward my twin was deadly.

Sora of course was sadly immune though. I watched as my twin look at her shocked, his eyes watering slightly. Her let out a choked sob.

"I-I'm s-sorry K-kairi...I-I'm just excited...Y-you didn't have t-to be s-s-so MEAN!" My twin faked cried. I scoffed with Cloud and Kairi as some of the ferry passengers actually looked at Sora in sympathy.

He was such a good fake cryer.
Again I feel bad for poor Miss Thompson.

Vincent (Clouds Lover) smirk amused and put down his book about…...Assassination?

That's hella creepy…

I don't think I want to know what Vincent did in his spare time...you know beside screwing Cloud senseless. I wish I didn't even know that...damn thin walls.

"Sora stop that. Yes, we are here, now shut up before Kairi stabs you...or something Vincent drawled out boredly. My little sister, who had just came back down from the top deck where she had been sketching the island, giggled as Kairi glared at Vincent, who was smirking as usual.

I swear Vincent was a sadistic fuck. That's because he's a therapist or something. I can't even imagine him treating patients. He was also really creepy looking, I mean REALLY who has RED eyes. RED!

"FINALLY!" Sora exclaimed ignoring the death glare from Kairi. I sighed again, my best friend and twin loved poking fun at each other. Pranks, name calling, wrestling matches, they do it all. I guess that's the result of knowing each other all their lives.

You see Kairi is my best friend. She's Namine (My adorable little sister) and Sora's too but more so don't really know how to explain it we just...clicked more. I mean I know what you're thinking, a guy and a girl bestfriends!?
Well we are, and no we don't sleep together.

Back at home in Hollow Bastion we had a group of best friends, all of us as close as family. Probably because our mothers basically raised all of us together. And no not in some weird sisterhood cult thing.
Our group consists of Me and my two siblings, Kairi, Hayner, his sister Olette and Pence.. We are basically siblings, raised together since birth, our four mothers finding friends in each other through...the pain of birth or something? Our mothers all went to the same mommy and me classes I know that.

I don't know...I'm not a women.
No matter what Kairi says about my figure.

Anyways…

Kairi thinks she and I are really close because when we were young because I never went through that 'girls are icky' phase. Sora, Hayner, and Pence went through it,of course that quickly changed when we entered preschool and boys and girls teased Kairi for her red hair (It was flaming red when we were young it darken to her mother's shade of purplish red as she grew older), they quickly got over that. Also apparently I have a more maternal feminine side than Sora or the guys.

Shut up.

"Okay"

Vincent said snapping me from my thoughts, I tended to do that alot, drift off into my own little world. Kairi thought it was funny, Sora said I was a freak...but who is he to talk? He talked to himself in the mirror.

"Roxas!" Kairi's voice called to me, I snapped my head up...oops I had drifted off again. I really need to work on that, thinking too much was my worst habit.

"Hmm?" I hummed questionably, she smiled at me, quickly glaring at my twin who was whistling a tune he knew annoyed her. When did my twin turn into the evil twin? I thought that was me?

"Vincent said for us to go up already, his friends should be there waiting for us" I nodded and grabbed my backpack and Kairi's bag. Sora having enough sense to grab Namines.

"Let's go then" I smiled at her, though I couldn't ignore the slight apprehension stirring in my stomach as I was reminded why we were here. I shook the feeling off and followed Kairi up to the deck. I looked around in awe, I had been to the island a few times when I was young with my siblings and Kairi to visit some of Kairi's family, but I really don't remember much. This was more breathtaking than I could imagine though. It was so …..beautiful.

"Wow! It's so beautiful!" Kairi spoke in awe and speaking my thoughts. I smiled again and walked off the boat to where my family was standing. Vincent turned to us then, his red eyes sparkling in amusement.

Have I said this before...He's so freakin creepy..I think I'm actually trembling at that look.

"Before you meet the Highwinds I want you to know that they're a little strange.." Figures...they'd have to be strange to let Vincent, Cloud and four strange teenager live in their house. I mean REALLY...you don't know scary till you hear Cloud and Vincent go at it...ew...I really am shuddering now. Nasty images, nasty images. Sora shuddered beside me and pinched my side. I yelped and glared, but was relieved to be distracted from my thoughts. Twin telepathy really comes in handy sometimes….

"As I was saying..!" Vincent spoke a bit louder as he glared at me and Sora, we both blew him kisses in synch winking in response. He rolled his eyes and continued

"Cid has two kids named Larxene and Demyx. They're both pretty strange in their own way. Larxene has a temper almost as bad as Roxas's and Demyx...well...he's like a Sora on a permanent sugar high"

Kairi grabbed Namine and we all cowered in mock fear, our eyes wide in horror. Sora flipped us off and glared.

"Screw ya'll"

"Twincest is frowned upon me beloved twin" I batted my eyelashes at him and winked, he flicked me off.

"Where are they?" Cloud asked from Vincent's side, he was holding his hand. Apparently PDA was okay here...Islanders must not care.

"I don't know Cid said they'd be here before us- Oh! There they are." Vincent pointed to two blonds and a brunette off in the distance. A blond man, a brunette young woman, and a pink shirted teenager. The man was holding the blond teenager by the neck of his pink shirt. They were close enough now for me to hear them.

"Cid! You're choking him" The brunette woman in a soft voice looking worriedly at the strange haired teen.

"Nonsense! My son is tougher than that" The man chuckled, not releasing his grip.

"Thanks dad nice to know you care" The teen choked out. The man, who I assumed was Cid,

grunted. That's when they saw us and suddenly I was glad Cid had a hold on the teen because he looked like he wanted to super glomp me, Sora, and Namine. I knew that had to be Demyx.

Joy...another Sora...only worse.

"Hey there Vincent, Cloud. Who are the twerps?" I glared at the man for the twerp thing, everyone was just tall okay! I wasn't short. Sora pouted next to me obviously agreeing with me.

"This is Roxas, Sora, and Namine DeRenzzi. Along with their best friend Kairi Sinclair." Cloud spoke for us.

"Welp nice ter meetcha DeRenzzi kids and...Sinclair you say? There's a Sinclair here on the Island...Demyx yer friends with their boy ain't cha?" I stared at the man Cid in front of me, watching him speak.

"Yup! Axel's last name is Sinclair." The blond teen, Demyx spoke up in a choked voice. "Dad can you please let me go now, I promise I won't hug them.

"I'll take yer word for it" Cid huffed as he released his son.

"Mum did say that we had family here...her brother Rowan or something?" Kairi spoke up curiously

"Yup! That's Axel's dad!" Demyx smiled as he straightened out his pink shirt.

"Well there ya go. Anyways I'm Cid Highwind this is my sister Aerith and my idiot of a son Demyx. Larxene, my daughter, is at home." He put his hands on his hips, a cigarette hanging from his lips, I noticed he was covered in oil. Gross…

"Hello" The brunette girl said warmly. She really reminded me of Olette. Brown hair, green eyes, warm personality.

"Now come on ya'll lets get home I'm sure y'all are tired and would like to go to sleep" I really liked Cid's accent thingy...it sounded familiar. Maybe I've met someone like him before?

I nodded along with everyone else. Sora and I picked up Kairi and Namine's bags Demyx and Aerith helped too. We loaded up Cid's blue Chevy with our crap and took off.

The Island itself wasn't very big in fact I'm pretty sure everything's within a 30 minute walk. On the way Cid explained to us where we would be sleeping I was barely listening, my fatigue catching up to me again. So I was pretty surprised when we pulled up to a big mansion on the beach.

Yes, Mansion.

I looked up at it, impressed. My family wasn't poor, but we definitely weren't this rich.

I followed the others inside as Aerith re explained where everything was.

The next few hours past in a blur, Kairi and Sora wouldn't let me go to sleep and we spent the rest of our day setting up our rooms and chatting with Demyx and Larxene. Larxene was a very pretty girl, she was bitchy like me, but seemed really nice. I liked her alot. Namine and her got along speldy

.

Finally when I had started to fall asleep on Kairi, we decided to all head off for bed. I was on my way to mine and Sora's room when Kairi stopped me.

"Xion is arriving tomorrow evening...they said we can visit her in the evening if we like. Around 6 they said." Kairi spoke softly.

I nodded my head and wished her a good night pecking her cheek platonically. She giggled and told me to sleep well. I closed the door to mine and my twins room, sinking against it 's length. Sora was already passed out snoring away...on my bed. Not that I cared at the moment, my head was racing horribly. All I can think about was Xion.

Xion was the reason we were here...not that anyone will know, they all think we're here because Clouds our legal guardian and he's here. But no, Xion's the reason we're here...the reason I'm here...the reason Kairi was here, leaving the thing she loved most and her mom back home.

Xion

Xion our best friend

Xion the love of my life.

Xion who only has a year to live.

A/N: So what you think? Sorry for the horrible grammar. My laptop doesn't have spell check.
UPDATED: So yeah hopefully the grammars better since i do have spell check now
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