A/N my first Cade story… yay? I guess… maybe, whatever. Well if you happen to stumble across this story enjoy! :D

Disclaimer: I (unfortunately) don't own Victorious or any of the actors.

Chapter 1: Bright Idea

Cats POV:

"Jade?" I ask my girlfriend curious of her response to my question. She looks up at me with those green eyes, (I love) and smiles up at me. I like that, that I'm one of the only people she smiles at, (who isn't in pain)... well besides Beck, but that was then...she doesn't like bringing that up, or atleast thats what she tells me. i try to get her to talk about him sometimes, but she won't crack.

"Yes, what is it?" she answears back, stroking my hand. I loved that shes so gental with me, that's why were on this picnic right now. Jade wanted to do something nice for our anniversary. I know "Jade West...nice...picnic...omg the worlds gonna end now right, but seriously, Jade West?" Tori had said earlier when I told her I had to skip our movie day at her house. I was a little confused myself when she said it to be honest, I mean I know Jades usually nicer to me but... still. I wonder what she sees in me to the point she even goes there.

"What about me…is attractive… um, to you?" I ask, staring at the blanket we sit on. I hear her chuckle and my head darts up. She looks at me as if I'm crazy so I give her a confused look. oh no maybe shes mad now!... oh gosh this is bad, I was just curious to why shes so nice around me, is that so much to ask?

"Cat…heh, I love everything about you." she says as she brings her lips to mine in a soft caring kiss… I know I should be happy but theres just something, well missing, like her being more specific to why shes so nice and kind to me, so... not Jade.

"Describe me in, uh three words." I tell her a smile on my face I see her face go into 'thinking mode' and I grab a cupcake from the basket. I pick one with emerald icing, like Jades eyes. Her eyes are really pretty like a rainbow but just one color, but its a really, really pretty color. I wonder why her eyes are green like that... do parents ask for it, or do we choose and just don't remember?

"hmmm…lets see, cute, funny, and sweet just like that cupcake." she tells me running her finger on the icing and tasting some. Jade must like green icing to cause she was moaning... but still...

that's what she always says I'm just cute, adorable, sweet… well that's gonna change I don't want Jade to get bored, or do all this stuff because she thinks I'm too soft and cute to be bad…hmmm and I know the exact person to help me…well if they'll help me I haven't talked to them in forever, like four years...but I do know they can help me, heck they should be pros at being bad-

"Cat you ready to go its getting pretty late." Jade says making me break away from my thoughts. Shes one of the only people who can do that…snap me out of my thoughts and bring me back from 'Cat world' as she calls it.

I nod my head and we pick up the things, so we can go. As I bend down to get the blanket, I hear Jade walking up behind me, before I could turn she... she smacks me…smack dab right on my butt. I turn to face her, only to see a sly smile creeping on her face.

"What was that for!" I shout wondering if I did something wrong. Cause if Jade hits you… you probably did something she didn't like, or if your someone she doesn't like. Like this one time, this really nice boy was talking to me, then he gave me a friendly hug... but Jade saw and kicked him in…um that place…

"Your butt looked nice and touchable so I smacked it… like I do to most nice things." she says, the smile never leaving her face. I nod slowly, then I skip to Jades car and I put the blanket in the backseat. I take my seat next to Jade in the front and she surprises me with a quick peck on the cheek. It almost... kinda tickles when Jade kisses you.

"What was that for?" I ask giggling from her lips touching my face. She smiles and shrugs then starts driving.

I turn the music on one my favorite songs "Brighter" by Paramore, Jade took me to see them once and they were amazing, it made me prouder of my red hair. Jade didn't like the fact that I like the lead singer though, she said her hair was to bright, but I like it... I think its hot…anyway I take my phone out until I find the one I'm looking for on my contacts list.

Candy Bliss….my cousin, bad girl cousin… the perfect person to help me change…for Jade. I don't want her to think I'm just soft, cute, sweet, innocent, good, smart, girly Cat Valentine, no not any more.

I want her to think I'm a sexy, bad girl, ready to do anything for her. I wanna be Jade's complete other half.

"Hey, watcha thinking about?" Jade asks, noticing I'm not singing along. I usaully sing when I'm in here, Jade thinks its annoying, but she would never tell me, cause she doesn't like hurting my feelings... yet another reason I need to change. I don't want her to be afraid to hurt me.

"Huh, oh just wondering if you can take me to another concert, I really like this band." I say hoping she won't notice I'm lying, she nods and looks back out at the road. Cool now I get to see them live again, and I can be a badass for Jade.

A/N: well, I hope that was good, also can't you just picture Cat as a badass bad girl…it would be AWESOME…anyway sorry for ParaWhorin' out up there, with the songs and stuff… although I was (and am most likely right now) listening to Paramore while writing this and "Brighter" just so happened to be on, so…

ParaWhore

Outie

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