Take a Look Into my Eyes
Manga 5: The Students
I never knew my heart can withstand so much pain
So much suffering
The thought of being weak hurts me
And ashamed me
Why can't I be stronger
Why can't I be normal?
Why can't I be like everyone else
Normal and Human
What have I done to receive so much negative attention?
Is it because of my looks?
If it is, I'm sorry
But I can't change the way I look
If I could, I would be in less pain now
Manga 8: Akito
Is it because I bruise easily?
I'm sorry but I don't have a tough pelt
Nor am I strong
I'm a person that transforms into a graceful and beautiful animal
Manga 5: Sohma Family
So many adults say I'm so bless to have such good looks
But at this moment, as I look at myself
I feel ugly and unwanted
And so out of place
Manga 8: Hiro
Why are you avoiding me?
Are you also ashamed of me?
Do you feel disgusted at me
Because I can't defend myself
Manga 5: Tohru
Leave me alone
I don't need your pity
I don't want you involve in my problems
Go away or I'll bite you
Manga 5: Okaa-san
Please don't scream at me
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm sorry I'm not the image of a perfect daughter
I am so sorry
Manga 5: Tohru
Please don't hate for my weakness
Please tell me that you're different
Please just hold me
And never let go
I'm looking for you
I can't find you
I want to tell you so many things
One of the is telling you how special you are to me
Manga 8: Hiro
I'm so happy
You don't hate me
I'm so happy
But can you please treat my Onee-chan nicely
Manga 10: Tohru
I don't want to leave your side
I don't want you to be hurt
I want you to be safe
And I want to protect you so badly
I want to laugh
I want to cry
Because I just realized that
I love you so much Onee-chan
Owari