Hey!

An idea that hit me in the middle of math class!

Not that great to me.

Song:I Never Told you What I Do For A Living (My Chemical Romance)

This EPOV.

Set right after he left Bella. Edward is in Ithaca where the rest of the Cullens are. He's taking a walk during Twilight.

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The roads of Ithaca are always so busy. So crowded. So dreary. It's like Forks. The gray skies, the green trees, the moss that covers everything…

How could I leave Bella?

How could she actually believe I don't love her anymore?

Why did I love her? We aren't meant to be together. This couldn't work anyway.

stay out of the light
or the photograph that i gave you
you can say a prayer if you need to
or just get in line and i'll grieve you
can i meet you, alone
another night and ill see you
another night and ill be you
some other way to continue
to hide my face

I heard a yelp. A girl behind me fell. Brown hair…...Bella?

another knife in my hands
a stain that never comes off the sheets
clean me off
i'm so dirty babe
the kind of dirty where the water never cleans off the clothes
i keep a book of the names and those
only goes so far 'til you bury them
so deep and down we go

A tear fell down my face as I helped her up. She seemed to be in a hurry. It isn't Bella. Why won't her memory fade?

The same girl I helped gets up and runs.

And out of the corner of my eye I see two men in front of her, almost waiting for her.

Déjà vu?

touched by angels, though i fall out of grace
i did it all so maybe i'd live this every day

another knife in my hands
a stain that never comes off the sheets
clean me off
i'm so dirty babe
it ain't the money and it sure as hell ain't just for the fame
it's for the bodies i claim and lose

only goes so far 'til you bury them
so deep and down we go

down

and down we go
and down we go
and down we go
and we all fall down

I remember. I feel so numb.

The ten years I spent after I had run away from Carlisle.

I renounced my "vegetarian" diet. I used to hunt the man waiting for the girl in the ally. Stupid girl, she hasn't noticed they have surrounded her.

I haven't hunted since I left Bella.

and we'll all dance alone to the tune of your death
we'll love again, we'll laugh again
and it's better off this way

and never again,and never again
they gave us two shots to the back of the head
and we're all dead now.

well never again,and never again
they gave us two shots to the back of the head
and we're all dead now.

Renounce my "vegetarian" diet?

Carlisle would be disappointed. More tears fall.

How could this happen to me? I am going to change. To move on. But is this the right way?


i tried, one more night, one more night
well i'm laughin, cryin, laughin
i tried,
well i tried,
well i tried,

'cause i tried
but i lied

i tried
i tried
i tried

and we'll love again and we'll laugh again
we'll cry again and we'll dance again
and it's better off this way
so much better off this way
i can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed

She disappears.

I hear a scream. Is it too late?

I smell blood. I can't help it.

God, if you exist, help me. My vampire senses overcome me. Enveloping me..


never again, and never again
they gave us two shots to the back of the head
and we're all dead now.

Would Bella be proud?

I saved the girl? I didn't kill the men, I knocked them out.

Is it enough? Thank you Lord.

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Yeah I know kinda corny and not the best. Please review!!

-White gold and Blakc Diamond