I do not own anything, expect a couple of CD's. CBS owns everything!

Ya hi, so ummm ya! This is kind of a prologue, and it tells us more about Lindsay's life. Beware I like making depressing stories. It will probably also be very angsty. There is a lot of flashbacks also.

She starred out at the New York sky-line; tears are falling down her cheeks as she thinks about her life.

Life is… Well what is life? God seems to smite me at every corner. I've never thought I'm a bad person, but am I being punished for something?

flashback(Lindsay is 5 years old)

"Honey I have to tell you something, there's something wrong with your brother".

Lindsay turns and looks at her mother in fear.

"Lindsay your brother he's mentally ill and disabled" Lindsay's mother, Dianne says.

flashback(Lindsay is 10 years old)

"Why don't you ever shut the hell up?" Lindsay's brother Justin screams.

Lindsay is quivering in the corner, to afraid to confront her older brother.

flashback(Lindsay is 15 years old)

"Miss Monroe may I speak to your older brother" says a police officer as Lindsay opens the door.

"Sir my brother is mentally ill, I'd think it be wise to talk to me" she says.

"Miss Monroe I'm sorry to inform you that your parents were killed in a shooting" says the officer.

Lindsay blankly stares into space into the air and, the officer talks to her, about living arrangements. Lindsay was legally emaciated 1 month later, and she took care of both her brother and herself.

flashback(Lindsay is 16 years old)

"Ring, Ring"

Lindsay wakes to a ringing phone.

"Hello" Lindsay groggily relies.

"Lindsay, O Lindsay it's horrible" the voice was of her best friend's mother, April.

Lindsay shots up and quickly relies "what's wrong?"

"Dear, its Katie she's gone" April says.

"But that's not possible, I just saw her yesterday I…" Lindsay trails off.

Back to Present Time

Lindsay sighs as she starts to think of all the horrible things that happened to her. Lindsay was raped twice by the same men, during university.

He was also stalking her, and killed four of her friends, when Lindsay refused to go out with him.

Lindsay's brother was attacked, and he is now on life support back in Montana, but soon they are going to transfer him to New York. The police had dubbed Justin's attack as a hate crime.

The reason why Lindsay moved to New York was because her partner was shot and killed during an investigation and Lindsay was shot in the stommach.

So umm review to let me now if you want me to contuie the story.

Love always,

Magz