For some reason my mind can only conjure up one-shots DX And they all sound so depressing too -_-" Well hopefully I can get out of the one-shot phase and start to write longer stories. Enough of my mindless ranting XD Enjoy the story ^-^
-It Ends Tonight-
I look towards the window as I sighed. Should I do this? Will I regret it later on? I felt warm tears slide down my cheeks like small flames. It shouldn't hurt this much. I clutched my chest acting as though my "feelings" were suffocating me. These "feelings" weren't even mine. I wasn't even supposed to exist. I slammed my fist on the small nightstand. Taking a deep breath I calmed myself and began to think. I'll get over it…..hopefully. I looked at the picture of us sitting on my nightstand next to a seashell he brought to me. We were smiling….but it wasn't genuine. It wasn't me smiling. My mind began to unweave, all of my emotions started to pour out. I cried and cried the tears just overflowing. All of my thoughts just began to set themselves straight. I began to understand then. I'm not crying for him…..I'm crying because it was never real to begin with… Because now the dream has finally ended and it's time for me to go back to where I belong. It was then that I decided I should write him a letter. He deserves that much from me. As I finished I sighed. So, I guess this is really gonna be good bye. But it's better I fall alone. I smiled sadly remembering our times together fighting side by side, sitting on the clock tower together, and just being with him. But guess they were right…I was just a broken puppet. Useless and easily forgotten. I wiped the tears from my eyes and took a deep breath. I looked towards the photo one last time. Soon it would just be a forgotten memory. Smiling I walked away from my old life watching the darkness of the night fade to light. Huh…I guess it really is gonna end tonight.
Dear Roxas,
I know that we've been through a lot together but…I think it's time for me to go. I keep feeling as though I don't belong here in the Organization. Or with you. I hope you understand. Besides….no one would miss me…
Xion