Fear and Regrets
By: Krizzie and Yuki
Krizzie: I am still not allowed to go to school so I'm here… sorry, Yuki's at school so I'm working on this one-shot alone.
Tsubasa: She doesn't own Captain Tsubasa and everything she writes here are plain nonsense.
Krizzie: Don't mind him. He's just cranky since he read the story earlier…uh…just read?
Tsubasa: You're cruel.
Krizzie: Thank you.
I am known as the soccer superstar, a legend in the football world but I have the reputation of being the densest boy in love.
They are dead wrong.
I know about love. I know how it feels. I know how love just suddenly comes out of nowhere and surprises its victims.
I stared at her, sitting there, cheering us on. Since when had I realized my feelings for her? Oh yeah, since forever. I was just scared…I knew about her feelings for me. In fact, she realized her feelings before I did but still…I'm scared.
The fact is…I'm hurt. She was avoiding me. I don't know why. She just…does. I would always see her talking to Genzou, Ishizaki, Taro and sometimes I would see her walking with that Hyuga.
He was jealous goddamn it! And he wasn't even doing anything about it. Lately, she had been talking with anyone but her and it was just a few days earlier that he noticed everyone ELSE was avoiding him, if you exclude Kumi that is.
Shit, I don't know what to do. I love her. I love her so much I think I would choose her over the world cup. Screw this fear. Screw my dreams. I wanted her. I wanted her so much she drives me crazy. Like that time I tripped in soccer practice, the way she just giggled, man was he entranced.
"I'm going crazy…" I muttered to myself. I could imagine the headlines now: Oozora Tsubasa, the Japan Team's Ace player kills himself because of Love.
Jeez, it's hard enough to concentrate with her okay with him but now that she was deliberately ignoring him, he couldn't even dribble a ball properly!
"Tsubasa-kun." I looked up, recognizing her angelic voice.
"Hai, Sanae-chan?"
"Here's an invitation." she muttered, looking away. I took the white envelope on her delicate fingers.
"What for?" I asked, dread suddenly overflowing me. The answer came to me but I wanted to hear her answer just to make sure.
"I'm getting married."
I felt my whole world crash. I felt myself breaking and just like that I stood up, enveloped her in my arms and claimed her lips.
"Tsubasa!" she yelled, pushing me away. "What do you think you're doing?"
I ran a hand through my black hair and suddenly I just felt mad. Who is this guys who dare steal MY girl away from me? She's mine, all mine. No one could ever take her away and I mean no one.
She blushed and looked away. "Um… to Karl."
Did I hear that right? Did she just say Karl? Another Karl or the Karl that I know? Darn, my head won't work properly! "Karl who?" I found myself asking.
"Schneider." She answered before running away, blushing like mad.
Man, I'm screwed. That guy was bigger than me. Damn…I lost to him…I could just imagine him smirking.
Fuck, I lost her for real now…now I think I'm scared of her soon-to-be-husband. Jeez…I'm such a chicken. I should've asked her long ago, I'm sure she would've agreed. Oh well, it's too late now. Maybe I'll go ask Kumi…
Owari
Krizzie: So…how was it?
Taro: Terrible…
Krizzie: I thought it was cute!
Taro: That's because you're a sadist.
Krizzie: Am NOT!
Genzou: Shut up, let's end this nonsense. Your partner might come back and kill you. I heard she's a fan of happy endings.
Krizzie: Fine! (smiles) Review people…please?