What is peace? Is it life without emotion? Or is it a lie, a word used to hide from the galaxy as it truly is? I ask myself this one question without end as I travel. The Jedi teach life without emotion is peace, yet all I feel is anger and chaos, emotions that which defy all the teachings I've been given.
I've asked the masters multiple times why I feel such things, but each time they tell me nothing. I feel they are hiding the truth from me, I can feel it through the force. I will one day find the truth, and expose the lies of the council.
Even now I use the force to search for the answers, learning much in meditation, but none of the answers I seek. Despite my ability to hear the thoughts of others, to feel the galaxy's heartbeat pulse through my veins, I find nothing to answer my questions.
The dark side calls to me, seductive and strong. The sound is familiar to me, though I know not why. All I know is the Jedi council lie to me, and I intend to find the truth of my name.