Yours
He was yours. As simple as that. He was the one that brought a smile to your face, the one who you would shower you with kisses, and kindness when you were feeling down. He was the one that would never prank you, the one that you loved beyond all others, he was there when no one else was, and yet your story isn't a happy one.
He left you, and you could never forgive him for that, he said he loved you and yet he let you go, and you just couldn't see why. "Its for the best… I- I just cant be with you right now, its-"
"Its what, Remus say it! Is it because your condition, because I don't care about that. No you already know that I don't care about that, then it's the prat James isn't it? Isn't IT!"
"Lily calm down, its me…"
"Say you don't love me anymore and I will leave willingly."
"Lily…"
"Say that you never loved me. Say- say-" By this point you were too choked up to even talk, the tears flowing steadily down your face, hair flying recklessly in the wind. And when he tried to comfort you, you pushed him away. You pushed him away because he was the only one that you ever loved and will ever love and he ended it, he broke up with you.
Your hated him for awhile, looking at him made you sick, even though that's the only thing you ever wanted to do. And you went on like this for a while until James asked you out. You still loved Remus even then, but you accepted the offer, and played a part. Laughing at his jokes, looking into his hazel eyes, yet it wasn't the same, it wasn't your love, but he didn't want you, so you kept going out with James.
Soon enough you and James were a couple as happy as could be to the outside world. But inside you were crashing down, and it was slowly killing you, slowly draining you of your carefree spirit, and slowly sucking the excitement out of your eyes. And you felt that there was no one to turn to no one who cared. So you let go.
You cried when you finally realized that after months of not believing that he left you, after months of toying with James's emotions, that's after all you have been through, Remus would still not even glance upon you. And you were cut deep.
But now months later, almost to graduation, with a diamond ring on your finger, you still are stealing glances at him. And when you arnt looking he is staring at you right back. He left you for friendship. He gave up his one true love, for a fellow Marauder. And he still doesn't know why.
It kills both of you, tears you both apart. And yet you both still hold on, though you know you shouldn't. You both still reminisce about when it was he and you, Remus and Lily, together. When you two would sit by the lake for hours, not saying a word just looking out onto the lake in each other's arms. But now those memories seem so distant, your friendship some sort of charade. And even though your final days together are coming to a close and though you sit across from one another and think about this. And though you are James', you both know that you will love each other forever. And that's what makes it so hard, that's what puts the pain in your eyes.
He was yours. As simple as that. He was the one that brought a smile to your face, the one who you would shower you with kisses, and kindness when you were feeling down. He was the one that would never prank you, the one that you loved beyond all others, he was there when no one else was, and yet your story isn't a happy one, it doesn't have a happy ending, but not all stories do.
End.
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AN: This was just a short fanfic that i think might have happened between Lile and Remus! ;)