On the New Years, I lost my lover…
Lavi stretched out on the mattress and sighed in boredom.
He looked out the window towards the blue sky. It was at the middle of the day, the 31/12 1902.
"If Yu was here…. He would tell me to piss off and stop being sentimental…" he muttered tiredly.
Yu…I miss you…
It had been two years now…
That day, another 31 december, when he and Yu had been on a mission together with Allen and Lenalee.
That fateful New Years, that would change everything…
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Kanda swung Mugen in a huge bow, sending the hellsinsects at the Akuma, killing it in just a moment.
Tch… When the fuck'll this be over?
He was tired, really tired, and longed for his and Lavis bed back at the order.
He wanted to be held in Lavis arms and just sleep this drowsiness away.
"Kanda!" the Moyashi shouted. "Watch out!"
Kanda spun around and was faced with a huge Akuma, seeming to be a level 4.
Before he had had the time to react, the Level 4 had lashed out with something sharp, and Kanda felt his whole body go limp as he fell to the ground.
"Yu!!!" Lavi smashed the level 4 with a fierce Hi-Ban, and hurried to his lovers side.
"La…vi…" Kanda sputtered, then starting to cought up blood.
"Yu…."
Kanda felt tears fall onto his face.
"Please… How many…?"
Kanda shook his head. Don't know…
Lavi bit his lip to prevent himself from crying out loud.
"Lavi! Kanda!" Lenalee shouted at them.
"How's Kanda?" Allen asked asasperatley.
"Tch… Fuck… off…Baka-mo-…-yashi…" Kanda muttered.
"Sorry to ask, Allen, but can you leave us alone for a while?" Lavi asked, bareley keeping his voice even.
Allen left without another word.
"Yu… Are you going to…" Lavi stopped himself. He couldn't say the word.
"Lav…i… I… love you…" Kanda said, feeling his body grow colder by the second.
The sight of Lavi started to fade into black. He closed his eyes.
"Thak you…" he mumbled quietly. "I've… been really… happy…"
"Yu? Yu… Yu! YU!" Lavi hugged Kanda close to him, kissing his pale lips. "Yu… I love Yu… Only Yu…"
"Don't… try to be… funny…" Kanda muttered, so quiet that it was only a whisper. "I love you… La…vi…"
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Lavi rolled over onto his stomach, then he sighed.
Yu… I hope you're okay, wherever you are… I still love Yu.
He could hear his Yu reply to his last comment.
"Tch. Don't be all witty, Baka-usagi."
But… Yu…
"And don't call me that."
Lavi sighed again.
I miss you, Yu-chan…
"And don't call me chan, you baka!"
He rose to his feet and walked into the bathroom.
I'd do anything to get you back… But I… I don't want you to be a Akuma…
As he turned on the water on boiling warm, he could hear Yu's last words echo in his head.
I love you, Lavi.
It'd been the first time that his Yu had said those words to him.
Lavi sighed once more and stepped in under the running water.
On the New Years, I lost my lover… And this'll be another lonely night…
So, a LaviYu-angst-fic. First attempt on that.
What did you think?
Happy New Year from Zorba3