Because you are not a true YGO-fic writer before you have written a fic starring abusive!Bakura in First person POV.
I'm having a little trouble with Enough is Enough so have this one instead. Small hiatus, I'm working on it!
Not surprisingly, this fic was also inspired by a song. Make sure to check a song called Joku Raja by PMMP on YouTube! There's one with English lyrics too.
My head feels heavy in the morning when I wake up. The floor feels cold under my bare feet as I tiptoe around the bedroom looking for my clothes. My left sock has disappeared, I bite my lip, anxious, do I dare to touch the dresser to find a fresh pair? I know that the drawers creak when pulled.
I decide not to. I don't want to wake you up. It's your day off after all.
You have time to rest.
I grab the rest of my clothes and head out of the room. The missing sock is right outside the door, I hold it to my chest as I continue towards the bathroom. Quietly.
I shower quickly, gingerly rubbing the soap to my tender skin. I try not to grimace.
I clutch the towel tightly to keep it around me as I brush my teeth. I stare at myself in the mirror for a while and close my eyes when I can't stand the sight anymore. I drop the towel and pick up my clothes from the floor, pulling them on. It's time for breakfast. I leave my hair as it is.
It's my third cup of coffee but I still feel tired. I hate the tangy taste of instant coffee, but it's fast to make and it's not like I have extra time in the mornings. With that though, I glance at the clock. It's time to go, no time to eat. I set my cup in the sink, another chip falls off though I tried to be careful. I glare at it before picking it up and throwing it to the trash. I experience a fleeting moment of satisfaction as I hear it break.
Grabbing my bag I step into my shoes. I open the door and close it slowly behind me. Not making any noise.
I walk through the marketplace, it's busy though it's early. I pass the bank, old people are waiting in line, waiting for it to open. They're in a hurry. They don't have much time either.
I'm the last one to enter the classroom. I feel Jonouchi and the others staring at me as I give Yuugi a cheery smile and a small wave. Just like yesterday. And tomorrow.
Every day is the same.
These kinds of days, there are too many. Every cell in my body is screaming...
If you hit me one more time, I will kill you,
and hit you with something that you have beaten me with.
I sit down and stare blankly at the blackboard until I don't feel their eyes on my back anymore. I pull out my books as the teacher walks in. I can't even hear what he's saying.
I take a wrong step on the way to heaven, to somewhere dark, I'm taken there
where one doesn't even need his name.
The bell rings, it's time for break. Yuugi and his friends gather around my desk. They speak to me softly, I hear the pity in their tone. Anzu sounds like she's about to cry.
It's your own fault for staying in something like that.
But I don't even know myself anymore,
who I am afraid of...
I step inside the house, thinking how I'm not even a person anymore.
A tortured animal in a cage...
I'm careful as I close the door, you could still be sleeping. I put my shoes neatly next to the wall, yours are all over the hallway again. I take a risk as I enter the living room, I throw my bag on the couch. It makes a noise as it slips to the floor. I imagine it echo in the silence of the house. There is a sound from upstairs, I'm still staring at the floor. The bedroom door slams, the stairs creak as you walk down. You're angry, even your steps portray that.
Would you be good to me, if I were nicer?
You walk up to me and I, looking down, see what you are holding in your hand. I've seen it many times before. I lift my head to stare you in the eye, I haven't done that in a while. Your eyes are cold as you stare me down. You slowly raise your hand and I...
I take a shower with the lights on.
You won't yell ever again.
Yuugi and his friends gather around me, they speak to me softly.
Jonouchi and Honda are staring at me.
Anzu is silent.
I give Yuugi a cheery smile.
But I love everything about him.
I would have wanted to sleep next to him.
Into oblivion...
He was beautiful.