Sams POV: everything is different now that Carly's gone. I mean don't get me wrong im so happy for her, it's just, where will i go after school? Where will i go to cry and eat out my feelings? What will i do! iCarly was my life!

I decided I should talk to my mom about it. I mean, you never know what she'll have to say.

"Hey mom?" I called sort of cowardly.

"What's up?" she replied.

"I feel sort of lost."

"Huh?" she said.

"I feel like i have nothing left now that Carly left." i muttered.

"Well you have me."

"Really mom? Come on don't be all sentimental."

I knew she would say something like that. Now that our relationship is patched doesn't mean she has to go all lovey dovey.

"I'm sorry. well you have Freddie." she said hopelessly.

"Freddie, like he'll ever help me."

But the truth is, I kinda miss Freddie.

"Well i don't know Samantha.."

"Sam." i hollered.

"Sam," she said reluctantly. "maybe i just don't understand your whole situation. But i'm sure you can figure yourself out. your very smart you know."

"funny hearing that come from you mom"

"what can i say? i'm a changed Pam." she said chuckling.

I stared at her angrily. She's so silly sometimes. but i wonder why she thought i stared at her the way i did.

she turned away and left the kitchen. I think she wishes she could've helped me.

I sat at the table reading a Girly Cow comic. It reminded me of Carly. i really miss her you know.

*Ding Dong*

"Who's there?"

i got up and opened the door…WTF!

-Who do you think it is? find out soon! Chapter 2 tomorrow! i would really appreciate feedback!-