So here's the first chapter!
I hope you all to enjoy and don't forget to tell me what you think!.
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Empty ...
Hollow ...
Lifeless ...
Dead ...
Throughout my life those were the only feelings I had, every day... every moment... every second.
I knew from the beginning that I was not normal... broken.
I have never been able to feel anything but darkness and loneliness.
I felt no connection to anyone not even my family.
I was all alone ...
Until the day I met him, my Senpai.
It began as another normal day she left her house without saying a word to anyone and moved slowly toward the school where she studies at. She honestly did not know why she even bothers to get to school, that is what's the point ?.
She hated being around people, to see them all talking and laughing. She hated it, It only made her realize how much broken she really was.
But she had no choice in the matter. Her parents forced her to go. Well... it will be more accurate to say that her mother was the one who was behind it. She insisted that she go no matter what.
She was already close to the school as the entrance gate was a couple of minutes away from her.
"boom!"
She could feel someone who crashed into her and caused her to fly back from the force of the impact. She was dizzy for a moment before she heard his voice for the first time.
"Hey, are you okay? I'm so sorry. I didn't see you there" said the one who knocked her to the floor.
She slowly opened her eyes and saw him for the first time.
His hair was black with brown eyes that looked directly at her. But what caught her was the look he gave her. She could feel her chest began to pound and made her head spin.
"I-I'm o-ok..." she finally replied in a small voice that was not normal for her and locked her to the side in embarrassment.
"That's good! Here, let me help you up!" The boy gave her his hand.
She did not feel ready enough to take his hand, but her body moved on its on and caught his hand. He pulled her back on her feet.
When she stood up she could see him. He was several inches taller than her and had a shoulder bag just like her. He was wearing a school uniform that seemed very familiar to her.
'Is he in the same school as me?' she thought as she turned back to face him again while he gave her something.
"you dropped this" it was her black bag that want flying out of her hands when she fell.
She took her bag from him and looked at the floor. "T-Thank you..." She barely managed to stay on her feet as she tried to look at him again but felt her chest continues to resound with full force.
"Well I have to go or I'll be late" He turned and started to run away. "Sorry I hurt you again!" Was the last thing he said and disappeared.
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She held her bag to chest as she looked at the direction where the boy disappeared to. 'Who was he? I... I need to know!' She thought and began to move forward after him.
She progressed rapidly but still kept a good distance away so he would not notice her, he moved to a big gate that she knew very well.
"So he is studying in the same school as me!" A small smile was visible on her face when she realized that this place is useful after all and follow him.
He disappeared from her view as a few students began to enter the school and made her move to the entrance until she saw him again.
He was with three other boys his age who looked and talked with him.
'He looks so happy and full of life!' She thought with a smile that was new to her and was about to go near him before she noticed a girl that approached him.
The scene she saw seemed too ridiculous to be true, the girl kicked the boy's leg and caused him to lose his balance for a moment before she crossed her arms and yelled at him something she could not hear.
The other boys began to laugh at the boy and then moved away from the couple while they called the two "lovebirds".
The boy smiled at the girl and tried to comfort her as if he did something wrong as she looked to the side in a very childish way.
From her hidden spot her hands turned into fists as she stopped herself from getting close to two and do something stupid.
How dare this little girl behave like that to him! How dare she even get near him!, the anger and rage she felt was something that she did not believe she could ever understand.
But now she understood very well.
That girl need to vanish.
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