Dracos Abyss -One Shot
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J.K Rowling
Harry potter
My life is nothing. I care for nothing. Not the fortune, not the girls that hand themselves to me. No family to be worrisome about, nothing but my abyss. My abyss you see is nothing but what I consume. I drown myself in the displeasure I feel.
Marihuana all around and bottles vacant lying all around. There's no time to be worried or bothered in my abyss. For it contains everything to get away from it. Hate. No, no time for that. Love? Who needs it in these times. Feelings. They can go to hell. All they do is cause more pain people need be.
I knew this would happen to me eventually, I have the riches right with me and the woman too. But who says that brings happiness. In fact what is happiness? Is it a feeling you're actually able too feel? Or your mind screwing with you to think you actually feel something. I feel nothing. It's better.
I throw party's, with all the woman and the drugs. Yes this is my type of thing. But when I look around there's a shock. Yes I felt a slight feel. For the woman who caused this all is here. And she looks ... Delicious. "Hello." I'm spoken to by a soft voice, as if we were the only in the room. "What is it your here for? Was viewing me in my own hell something you wanted to see?" I answer barely looking up at her to speak. To engrossed with what I'm rolling, I don't notice the tears falling from her.
"How dare you believe this is what I wanted to happen to you? Your a monster now. Looks what's become of you!" She looks around the room. Scared of all the bottles and people, by what has become simply My Abyss.
"If your going to be on your knees crying for what's become of me. Leave." I simply say lighting up what I made. "Let's get gone Draco. Both of us. Lets leave what you become of, bring back you. This isn't you Draco. This is just a shell of what you become." She pleads. But what she doesn't know is I am gone. "Love, I am gone. This what my abyss helps me with. I leave the world." And slowly I close my eyes and lean my head back.
"You ought to taste it. Enjoy what's become of me. For I won't be the old me ever again." I speak lowly already faded. " I know you love the thrill, so try what thrills me. You'll see it's quite amazing." I say looking into her eyes now with half lidded eyes. "Do you even know how to feel anymore?" She asks me. Saddend eyes staring into mine that can't even register if I do feel anything. For I can't remember the last time i felt something other then sadness. "Is it taking you? It's already taken us away from you. Just stop. Stop." She's whispering. "Just don't fall." She finishes.
"Just don't fall into your abyss and never come back. It would be a tragedy." She says getting up from her knees and letting go of my hand. Something I hadn't registered her holding.
"It's easier for me to just ignore, the hunger for someone like you to come and explore my thoughts." I answer simply. She grows quite.
Again she grabs my hand, squeezing it she speaks and looks into my eyes. "Put that X down, you don't mean it. Tell me that your focused, tell me that you mine. Because if you don't, you know I'll be in your mind tonight." She says. Speaking it with that voice, saying things I know are true. She will be in my mind tonight like every other for the past 3 years. "Yes." I whisper simply. But she knows what I mean. I stand with her. Look at what I had let surround me for who knows how long and walk out the front door with the hand of my old love, my forever love. For a new start.