Chapter 1
I sat, motionless, in my room; numb to the world around me. Trying to figure out why he didn't want me. Why did he pretend he loved me, promise me all these things I replanned my life for, just to leave? Why did he string me along for SO LONG if he didn't give a shit? He had told me that he love me thousands of times. He'd kissed me, he'd held me. He saved my life...
But just then I finally figured it out. I was his singer...but my blood isn't supposed to affect him, or at least that's what Rosalie said before Edward cut her off. Maybe he didn't want me to find out...the truth?
Now that I think about it, they'd always try to steer me in the direction they saw fit. Never letting me make my own choice...
He wasn't my mate...he never was. He just made me believe that because...he wanted my blood. Oh my god. It wasn't real, any of it...That ASSTIT.
Why am I so depressed over some son of a bitch that never loved me?! Fuck no. Not anymore. I refuse to dwell on my wasted time with Edward Cullen anymore. From this point on, he is out of my life; mind, heart, and soul...
Forever.