One Week
A week. That's how long they had all been back in Storybrooke and that was how long it took for the other shoe to drop. Her and Hook had become closer, a lot closer, after their kiss and her and her parents were doing much better. She was even getting along with Regina, who for some reason had taken to Robin Hood and no one understood why but Tink. Things were great in the beginning. Then it all hit the fan.
She had been sitting at the diner alone, Henry was at school and Hook was with her dad doing something, she stopped questioning their Bromance once he healed her dad, Neal looked to her as he walked in knowing it was now or never. He slid in to the seat across from her and rested back his eyes moving over her face.
"I want to talk to you about what happened before I went through the portal." He told her taking Emma by surprise.
"Neal, I don't think now is the time. I am still trying to process everything and I don't want to throw a conversation like that in to this mix." She told him honestly, taking a drink of her hot cocoa. Though she knew that look on his face, he wasn't going to drop it and let it go that easily.
"Emma, you told me you love me. That's not something we can just wait on. I found you again. We could be a real family now." He told her watching her. Though for some reason, Emma felt sick at the words. A real family was what she always wanted. But she had that. She had her parents and Henry and Hook. She didn't need anyone else right now. Then it hit her. She had hook. She let him in and she allowed her self to fall for him.
"I know you think that pirate is Good enough for you," The way he said pirate had her sick to her stomach. It was like it was trash and she shouldn't touch it, "But if you seriously think he can give you what I can you are mistaken. I promise you Emma, if you even consider letting him in Henry life any more, I will fight for custody and I wont stop til I have won." He told her before he stood up and left the table, Emma fighting to breathe.
She was going to use that against him? He left her. He walked away from her and now she was going to have to risk having her son to be happy? She couldn't handle it. All the emotions that had been building up in her from the second she got to town finally started hitting her. Her parents gave her up, her son was being raised by the evil queen who had tried to kill her parents and harm her son, everything that happened was too much for her to handle.
Standing up she Rushed past Tinkerbell, who looked beyond worried and headed out of the diner heading anywhere that she could be a lone for a few seconds.
It wasn't until she ran in to her parents and Henry that she realized she wasn't just hurting, she was pissed off.
"Em, are you okay?" Snow asked looking to her daughter more than worried. Charming moved to still her pacing in front of them but she pushed him back before turning and watching them.
"You gave me away. YOU let me go with out a fight! I had to grow up in this world alone scared and confused. I didn't know if my parents were even alive growing up. You don't get to come in here 30 years later and pretend that everything is okay because its not! I have been angry with you since day one. Coming her was a mistake and I should have never stayed." She yelled, her thoughts more than a mess in her head. Henry looked at her confused.
"Mom, where is this coming from?" He asked her his eyes moving over her, trying to read her.
"Im not your mom, Kid. I gave you away because I couldn't raise you, because your dad left us and I couldn't do it alone. I was never meant to be a mom. I shouldn't have stayed like I did. It only caused you hurt." She told him before realizing how much her words would hurt him. Henry turned and Ran, Charming going after him trying his best to stop the boy and fix things, or at least calm him down.
"I get that you are mad Emma, but that doesn't give you the right to behave like this. What caused this? an hour ago you were in a great mood. What happened?" Snow asked trying not to cry or get upset. Henry didn't need his entire family falling apart.
"I realize that I have been living in a fucking fairy tale world for the last year and have been lied to my entire life. I realized that I should have never come here. I realized that..." She trailed off tears in her eyes. "Just leave me a lone. David too. Just don't look for me don't come find me, leave me alone." She said before she stomped off back towards Granny's.
Ignoring Ruby and Granny she headed up stairs and started pounding on the door she knew Hook was in. When it opened she wanted to smack the smirk off hsi face.
"And who do i owe this pleasure too?" He asked letting her in to the room. She moved in, pushing harshly past him and stood in the middle of the room her arms crossed over her chest. Hook closed the door and turned to look to her.
"Love, whats wrong?" He asked moving towards her, his hand and hook on her arms. Though they didn't stay there long before she shook him off and stepped back putting space between them.
"This is over. Whatever this was starting to be, its done now. I want nothing to do with you." She told him trying her best to keep the words from breaking her. She had been so strong until this point, then she saw Henry's face in her head. She pushed away her son and Parents for what?
"Em where is this coming from?" He asked her completely crushed. "I thought things were going great between us. We were getting closer and I thought-"
"Well you thought wrong. Nothing is going great between us. It was all fake. So this is done and I am done with you." She told him looking in straight in the eye. Killian knew she was lying, it wasn't that hard to tell. But he knew she wasn't going to give this up, though neither would he.
"Everything I have done, I have done for you Emma. Why cant you see that? Why do you keep pushing me away just as you let me in?" He asked her hurting and a bit angry.
"Because that's who I am. If you don't like it leave!" She snapped at him wanting this to be done with so she could go home and have a good cry.
"That's it? I don't get a choice in this? It's just leave? I'm so glad that you decided you wanted me gone before i started falling more in love with you! Thank you so much for doing me a fucking Favor." He snapped at her, his own guard back in place. Emma knew she was crossing lines today but she couldn't help herself.
"Don't say that hook. You don't love me." She said softly looking away from him.
"Now we are back to Hook. Good to know Swan. Get out." He said as he moved to the door and opened it up for her, his eyes hard and cold not looking at her. She didn't fight him, she left the room and listened to the door slamming after her before she started down the stairs looking to Ruby who stood in front of her.
"You really love to Lie don't you." Ruby said ignoring Emma's soft plea to leave it alone. "You don't know the pain Snow had to go through when she realized she couldn't keep you. She spent months trying to find out what to do, how she could save you yet be your mom. She lost in the end because now you don't even care. And Henry, how could you do that to him? You put him through pain all over again because of something a dumb ass said. I wont even start on Killian but just know one thing Emma swan, You just messed up big time. And when you realize what you did, you better pray to God that someone out there is willing to forgive you." Ruby said before she turned and headed in to the back office, leaving Emma to stand in the lobby. Emma pushed out of the doors and started walking back towards her apartment knowing she would be a lone, back were she started a year and a half ago.
A||N: okay no idea where this came from, I blame not sleeping at 3 am for it. BUT don't worry. It starts getting better after a while. I just think Emma needed to snap and get her anger out before she can move on and be happy! But she gets her happy ending with help from a few unexpected people! Ill update soon
