It's my first Blackwater drabble. Hope you like it!
It helped me cope, a lot. It didn't help, though, that Jacob caught me drinking over and over. And that would just lead me to do it more.
"Leah, are you drinking wine?" Jacob demanded, coming over to me. "No, leave me alone" my voice was slurred, giving away my drunkenness.
"Give me it, Leah, you're pregnant." Jacob said, his voice filled with concern. The things you hear when you're drunk, I should do it more.
"But I don't want to be, so that counts." I smiled. Jacob just shook his head and sighed. "Do you want to kill yourself?" he asked.
"Yes." I said, almost in a whisper. I took the last swig of my wine. To wash it away, I only wish.
"Jacob, can you get me the rest of the wine. I love you." I said, looking up at him. And I did love him, with my whole life.
"No. If anything I'm going to take it away from you." He said with the most serious face in his whole life. I had to laugh at that.
"Fine, I'll go get it." I said, getting up. I would've got it too, if I didn't trip on the leg of the stupid table.
Jacob was over by me in a second. "I can get up, I'm fine." I said, groaning. "You're bleeding." He said, reaching for my forehead.
"Leave me alone. I'm fine." I said, getting up. "Just go to your precious mutant imprint." I cried. I went on to get the wine.
"Leah?" he asked. "Yeah?
"I love you, too, but I sometimes wonder why." He said, and left me to finish my red wine. If he only knew I was drinking because of him.
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