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Chapter 1 - Moving On.
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This was it, my life. Or should I say existence. Here I was day to day, high school, homework and cooking meals for Charlie. Everything had gone back to 'normal' since...Well, 'normal' in the sense that other people saw it. Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. It passes slowly, it doesn't feel like it passes at all, but it does. I wish it wouldn't, I wish it would go back to before.
It hurt to remember that painful day and the memories which brought back the dull aching in my broken heart.
"You...don't...want me?" I had been confused by the way they sounded coming out of my mouth but I wasn't surprised by his answer, "No". I always knew that he was too good for me, that I was living in a dream which could only last so long because why did I, of all people get to live my happy ever after.
As time passed, I grew used to my pain, learnt to live with it a little but I can't say or think that I will ever get over Edw...No, him or this pain that at any moment could consume me forever.
It's been 1 year 4 months and 9 days since he left. I'm not counting; it's just that I haven't been whole since that day...the day my heart died.
If it wasn't for my best friend, Jacob, I would have given up a long time ago. He was able to give me back a little meaning in my life. Like I said, it isn't a normal life, because Jacob isn't very normal. About one month after they left Jacob started acting...weird. He grew about 2 feet taller and started to distance himself from me. I worried that the hurt from Jacob leaving me as well would kill me but he promised that he would never hurt me. I could still sense something was going on, everything had to be connected.
That day in our meadow, sorry his meadow, I had no right to call it ours because I no longer had a right to call him mine. I think I was hoping to find a piece of him there, seeing as he took most of my things that reminded me of him; the CD with his beautiful melodies on and my pictures. I found nothing, just painful memories and a long lost 'friend'.
I thought Laurent a friend at the time because seeing him made me feel a part of that 'magical' world again. He was proof that they still existed. What I hadn't bet on was what he was here for.
"I actually came here as a favour to her (Victoria). She won't be happy about this".
"About what?" A stupid question really, what else would Victoria want? "About me killing you" Perhaps I should have acted surprised or maybe even begged a bit more than his voice told me to, just a hallucination, he didn't care for me.
Rather than run or beg I accepted that this was the end and if I was to die at least it would be in this place. Full of happy memories however painful they were. I was amazed when I saw Laurent backing away until I saw what he was running from. Five gigantic wolves came from the shadows to chase Laurent down. In that second I looked into the eyes of a giant reddish brown wolf, I thought of Jacob.
After much hard work, mostly from Jacob trying to make me guess, I figured it out...Jacob was a werewolf. I wondered how such magic could exist in a tiny town, in this world, in my world. I will admit, it felt good to be back in the world of the supernatural.