"U-um… Tootie, I think that you shouldn't be here." Timmy stammered at the girl hovered over him. She was wearing this smile for a very long time since the time she visited their residence.
It's been 4 years already and all this time, Timmy thought that she had moved on already… Until this time again, Tootie has gone nuts all over him again. The worse thing is, he doesn't know what to do in a situation like this. He had never experienced such thing, as he grew dependant with his fairy godparents and most of the times, awkward with people around.
When they were both 12 years old, Tootie became distant and focused more on herself. Timmy admits that she actually looked better now; her braces got removed, she's not wearing glasses anymore, and her hair was always perfectly done. But that doesn't change the fact that he's still after Trixie. In fact, he managed to talk to her in the nicest way he could without failing… That's when he got her phone number, finally. But of course, flaws through events aren't avoidable. He just found out that Trixie's in a relationship already. So he's still thinking twice whether to enter the friendzone or merely remain as an admirer, watching her from afar.
Timmy hated that feeling, but he has no other choice. Tootie's sudden move towards him was completely unexpected.
"Timmy, I changed for you… Don't you like what you're seeing right now?" Her voice was a mixture of desperation and pleading. Timmy felt guilty for not returning the affection she's showing him all these time; he doesn't want anyone to change for him.
"B-but you know you don't have to do that. You have to think for yourself too. Y-your life doesn't revolve around me." As much as possible, Timmy doesn't want to hurt anyone's feelings, especially the girl right in front of him now. Yes, he used to avoid her back then and dislike her but it doesn't mean that he have the guts to just dump her in a brutal way. Somehow, Timmy has already matured due to experiences but not in times like this.
"Am I not pretty enough?" Her voice was a mix of desperation and sorrow. It was shaky, and low. Tears started forming in the corner of her eyes as she avoided eye contact with him.
"N-n-no! That's not what I meant! Tootie, you're very pretty okay? I-I was surprised too and I-I could barely recognize you! I-It's just that…" Timmy's words were cut off. He doesn't know how to say it… He doesn't know how to express that he's still after Trixie and he can't return the feelings of what Tootie has for him.
"…What?" It's Timmy's time to avoid an eye contact and looked on his left side. He sighed and bit his lip. He doesn't know what to do anymore. The fact that she changed for him, that she came back for him, weren't those enough? The guilt started to build up inside Timmy's stomach. If he rejected her now and tell her the truth, he'll surely make her cry… But if he acknowledged Tootie's efforts and return the favor by loving her, then he would be lying to himself.
A single bead of sweat drop trickled down his face. Tootie's still waiting, but at the same time studying his face. She noticed that this is no longer the selfish and stubborn Timmy. He's different now… In just a matter of 4 years, it felt like she's facing a whole new person. She came to the realization just now… But there's one thing for sure. Timmy's innocent like that of a child's.
The fact that she's sitting atop of him, that they were both alone on themselves, she's even wearing shorts and white top tank and her chest wasn't hard to see, but Timmy didn't react to any of those. He just reacted to her face, hair and style but not in her body changes… But this innocence made her even more eager to earn him. Boys from her school before during pre-pubescent days were mostly perverted and fuckboys who would flirt with her because of her appearance, and her chest. She's aware that those guys were only after one thing, sex. But none of them fascinated her. Tootie tried to find someone she'll love, but no matter what she does, it'll always be Timmy that's why she came back. She can't get him off her mind. Timmy's her puppy love, and will always be.
"H-hey Tim…" Tootie said in a shy tone, blushing and looking down. Timmy snapped out of his self-thoughts. Her voice had awakened him from choosing between two options.
"Y-yes?" Timmy stuttered, looking flustered. Tootie's characteristic suddenly changed. He tried to study her, but he can't tell what's in her mind. Could it be possibly that she's thinking of attacking him now? Tootie doesn't look like she's about to cry. In fact, she looks like she's thinking of something embarrassing. With this thought, Timmy's face became red as tomato. His eyes widened and he doesn't know what to say. For some reason, he was suddenly nervous. What's going to happen now? What was he supposed to say?
Tootie looked up, and stared straight into Timmy's eyes like she's going to catch a prey. He froze in his position with his trembling arms against the floor to keep his balance. Tootie started crawling towards him slowly, but the flush of red wasn't leaving her cheeks.
"T-Tootie, what are you doing? U-Um… I-If y-y-you want, w-we can go downstairs and have some cookies, eh?" Even Timmy himself doesn't know what he's saying anymore. His heart was racing against his chest like it's going to break through his ribcage. Slowly, he's trying to get away by carefully stepping his hands backward.
"Toot-" He didn't manage to finish his sentence when she suddenly crashed her lips against his. It took Timmy by surprise, he was completely frozen now. He doesn't know what to do! He can't even manage to push her away or stand up. He had kissed Tootie before, but now it felt different and foreign. His heart was thumping loudly, and he was sweating nervously. It felt like forever before Tootie pulled away and looked at him in the eyes, wearing a warm smile.
"I'm never giving up on you Timmy." With that, she stood up on her feet then offered her hand to help Timmy which he accepted. It seemed like he's still in trance, and the thing that happened just now was still processing through his mind.
"Also, I'm sorry for suddenly barging inside your room. I-I just got excited that I'll finally able to talk to you. Well, I've gotta go now. See ya." Tootie waved goodbye as she left the room, closing the door shut. That's the only time when Timmy raised up his right hand, still looking shocked.
That night, Tootie was still thinking of what she had done. She can't forget the face of Timmy that day… The puzzled, shocked and innocent face of him was remarkable. She wished that she had captured that moment. Maybe she'll play with him a little bit, until he finally looks at her like a real woman, and not just some crazy girl who goes goo-goo all over him. She gently touched her lips, and recalled the event with her eyes closed. That soft and new sensation, she wanted to experience it again. Tootie wished she had moved her lips… She was hungry for touch, and this is not just some sort of childish puppy love. Suddenly, she felt hot and felt the need to touch herself more. Her right hand travelled down her breast, to her stomach and finally inside her undies. This is her first time masturbating and she doesn't even know where she learned this. It just came to her mind.
Her region down there was still sensitive and it made her breath hitch for a moment before finally inserting her index finger inside. It kinda surprised her but it felt good, there's no denial about that. It even felt greater because the first person who appeared in her mind is Timmy.
She's keeping her motion going, and later on she's feeling something weird… Like something's going to come out. But it didn't stop her… Instead, she inserted another finger and went faster. Tootie started sweating and moaning out Timmy's name, along with weird sentences followed by.
"Oh god, Timmy!" She finally screamed out before reaching her peak. Her body was shaking in compulsion and felt like every ounce of energy was taken away from her. With one last breath, Tootie collapsed on her bed and there's one thing for sure, there was satisfaction.