Save me, chapter 1.

A little idea for a new story came up in my head when I watched the Episode Surrender Benson. I missed a particular man in that episode, and the only way to bring him back is to write my own version of it.

I'm not sure how many chapters this will have.

Disclaimer: Don't own a thing, If I did I would have done everything in my power to bring Elliot back into the show!
Rating: M contains rape

REPOST FROM MY OLD ACCOUNT (NT's FANFICTION) without editing

THIS IS MY FIRST LAW AND ORDER FANFIC :) YAY
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"How do you mean she is still missing?" Elliot yelled as he looked at Don, his former boss "I've been her partner for a decade and I never lost her, I've been away for two years and she gets kidnapped?" Elliot ranted while he sat down in the chair by Don's desk and placed his head in his hands. He was desperate, he left the squad because he wasn't himself anymore, he shot a young girl, fell in love with his partner and got anger issues, he mainly left because he wanted Olivia to be save, not being with the squad anymore would mean that she got a new partner who wouldn't have anger issues which would affect her. He got into therapy to work on himself for the last two years, divorced Kathy just to find out through the television that Olivia got kidnapped and was already missing for several days. When he saw it on the news his heart felt like it got ripped out.

"Elliot" Don started as he walked over towards him and placed a comforting hand on his shoulder "We are doing everything we can to find her" he said, feeling bad for Elliot, knowing that he already felt bad about the whole situation, but that Elliot was closer to her then anyone from the squad ever would be. He even wondered if Elliot wasn't the closest person to her from all people Olivia had met in her life.

Elliot looked up at his old captain "I want to help, please Don I need to do this, I can't just sit here and wait till she will be found" he said as he stood up "I promised her I would keep her safe, I was wrong walking out on her without telling her, but I need to find her, I need to show her I keep the promise that I've made to her many years ago" He said, trying to convince Don into letting him help on the case.

Don looked into the eyes of a man who once had fire in his eyes, while now all the eyes reflected was hurt "I will make an exception for you this time, you can meet up with Nick Amaro, her new partner" Don said with a comforting smile

"thank you Cap" Elliot said and started to walk away, before being stopped by Don "Elliot, it isn't his fault so be nice to him" Don warned him, earning a nod from Elliot.

"Oh and Elliot?" Don started, Elliot turned around to face Don again "If I were you I would get lost of that facial hair you created, not that I don't like it but when Olivia will be found she can get scared and not remember you when you have hair like a monkey" Don grinned, earning a chuckle from Elliot before heading to search for Nick Amaro.

It took several hours but they finally got a lead, on where Lewis had been seen for the last time, his car was found on a driveway of an empty house. When they arrived there they got a disappointment, no one was in the house. They searched the car and found some leads towards the beach houses. So they were checking them out now. They already entered five empty houses with no result.

"There are so many empty beach houses this time of the year" Elliot sighed as they looked around for more leads, he really wanted to find her, hell no he needed to find her.

"We will find her, we will" Amaro told him, and tried to convince himself that at the moment, he looked up at the man next to him "You left her broken" He said causing Elliot to look up at him

"How do you mean? I left her so that she would be save, I had temper issues that I took out while I was working, I thought she would be better off without me" He said while the radars in his head started working, what did he meant? What happened to Olivia when he left?

"I didn't know her before, when you were still in the team. But I've heard them talking, she seemed sad, angry, she took risk like it all didn't mean anything to her, she had red and puffy eyes for several months and she just looked broken. The cap once said that he was close to suspending her because of her recklessness, she put her life in danger" Nick said as he watched the man beside him look hurt, he noticed his eyes tearing up "They told me she never was that way before"

Elliot swallowed and quickly wiped a tear away "I've hurt her" he said, thinking out loud

"You love her?" Amaro said in a questioning tone

Elliot looked up at him, feeling his heart break "Since I met her, with all my heart"

Meanwhile

Olivia screamed against the tape on her mouth when he entered her again, forcing himself into her. She cried, her eyes hurting her by every tear escaping from them.

"I think I will keep you around for some time" Lewis said as slipped out of her and then entered her again with force "you are too damn sexy" he grinned with his evil smile "I bet you want to know what plans I have for you, but I have to disappoint you by saving them for myself. But you will love it baby" He said as he kissed her on the tape covering her lips. He just kept thrusting into her with this wicked smile on his face, not caring about all the blood between the both of them.

Olivia kept crying in silence, she really had hoped that someone would come and save her from this pervert but she lost hope. In her dreams Elliot would come and save her. Thinking about him gave her strength and hope for a lifetime, but now she could feel herself giving up, he wasn't going to save her this time, not this time, probably he wouldn't even know that she was kidnapped. She didn't even know if he was alive or dead.
Every inch of her body hurt, at the moment she couldn't find ant strength to fight against him anymore. She felt dirty, ashamed that this could happen to her after all these years of practice. She just hoped that this would stop soon and that he would finally shoot that damn bullet into her head. She cried and closed her eyes, hoping he would get tired of her soon.

"This house has been empty for several months" Nick said as he pointed at a deserted beach house, a grey and white house. "I suggest we take a look at it" he said getting out of the car, grabbing his gun in his hand before opening the trunk of his car and taking out another gun, handing it to Elliot

"thanks" Elliot said, knowing that Nick was risking his job by giving him a gun while he wasn't a squad member anymore.

They slowly reached the house and walked around, checking if someone was there.
Nick stopped when he noticed some movement in one of the rooms. He tapped Elliot on the shoulder and pointed towards the way he thought to have noticed something. Elliot nodded a yes towards to him before mentioning to go back to the front door. Arriving there Nick quickly called Cragen to inform them about the house and the little movement inside, and they got the order to go in.

Elliot kicked the door right after that, letting Nick in first while getting a good hold of the gun, taking it off the safety lock. They stormed into the room where Olivia was kept as they heard another door close. Elliot noticed Olivia and tears started to form in his eyes, he looked up at Nick "go" he said as he quickly ran over to Olivia.
He quickly got her hands free before taking the tape off her feet and mouth "I'm so sorry" he said as she started to cry and she quickly looked down, embarrassed of herself. Elliot noticed and quickly grabbed a blanket and put it around her.

Olivia was shocked from all the things that happened the last day, and she couldn't believe Elliot was actually there with her. She shy looked up, tears still streaming over her face as she looked right into his eyes, eyes that were filled hurt and sadness.
"Elliot" she croaked

"It's okay Liv, you don't have to talk now if you don't want to. Can you get up?" He asked her, having noticed her current state, her wounds and bruises.

Olivia nodded a yes as she tried to get up, Elliot handed her his hand to help her which she took after a moment of thoughts. He helped her get up and supported her when she was too weak to stand on her own feet "on a scale of 0 to 10 what is the pain?" he asked her, not sure if he wanted to hear the answer

Olivia looked up at him, still ashamed but also happy to see Elliot again "a 11" Olivia said, when Elliot looked into her eyes he could see the pain.

"Elliot?"

"Yes?"

"Hold me" Olivia said, not sure if she was ready to be touched by another man, but knowing that she could trust Elliot and wanting a shoulder to cry on she decided to ask him anyway. Elliot always have been the only man where she could be herself, where she could cry without holding back

Elliot pulled her into a hug and sat down on the bed, holding her into his lap, her face placed on his shoulder. She started sobbing onto his shoulder and he just continued to hold her until the ambulance arrived.

all mine, first 5 chapters are a repost

will update once a month

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