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Contains: Swearing, lesbian themes, hurt, angst all that good stuff. Read and Review, NO HATERS!
The Darkest Whisper
I can't make this work with her, I just know I can't. I don't have the strength to stand up and say this is what I want. But I want to see her happy and I don't want to upset her. Her happiness means the most to me, and now that she has found a man who can love her the way she deserves to be loved, I have to move on with my own life. I never saw it coming, she always had bad luck with boys, and now she finally found someone who loves and cares for her. I sit back and I think of everything she and I shared, the endless nights intertwined as the thunder outside rumbled on. The lightening illuminating the bedroom, exposing the love we were making.
Her fingers whisper down my body, lightly kissing every inch of my burning flesh.
"Serena I love you" I moan.
"I love you too Rei" she replies slowly pushing her fingers inside me.
Goosebumps erupt down my legs as her movements become fast and more firm. I moan in slight pain, her eyes give me an apprehensive look, I assure her im okay, and not to stop. This time her fingers come back vindictive, forcing them inside me with more fury. I move my hips to her movements; I try to take control of my body as my threshold is breeched. My orgasm erupts through my body; her eyes scan my body curiously, wondering what she did to cause such an eruption. Her face enigmatic, I can't read her expression. I relax my body, my muscles feel like jelly as my orgasm subsides.
She moves beside me and nuzzles into the crook of my neck. Beads of silver sweat roll down my toned stomach, causing me to shiver slightly. I take a deep breath and say
"Your turn" but she pushes me back down.
"Not tonight." She says simply and nuzzles back into my neck. I wrap my arms around her; I fall into an uneasy sleep.
I feel her move beside me in her sleep. Moaning someone's name softly. I listen closely trying to make out the word.
"Darien" she moans, her hands in her special spot.
How dare she? I'm lying right here; I roll over and drown out her mews of pleasure. I let out a quiet wail of despair, and I bury my head in my pillow, trying to muffle the sound of my tears.
I can't take it anymore, the sounds of her pleasure echo in my head; I get up and run to the bathroom. I wrench the door open slamming it loudly. I break out in renewed sobs, my body quivers uncontrollably. Suddenly I feel a hand on my shoulder, I look up. Her expression is again enigmatic, but I can read her this time.
"Rei-chan what's wrong?" she asks.
"Darien, you want him instead of me." I snarled. Her face turns a delicate shade of pink.
"Rei I'm sorry, but it's destiny." She whispers as tears roll down her face.
"Get out." I snarl. Turning away from the blue eyes.
"But Rei" she says.
"Get out." I say again, she turns and gathers her clothes. She leaves without another word, and I continue to sob uncontrollably. Of course she would choose him over me; I am worth nothing to her anymore. My heart dies as she walks further and further away from the shrine. Every step she takes is a step closer to him, and a step away from me. I miss her already, but I know it's for the best, I must move on.
And so with a silent whisper I wish her happiness and peace.
"I hate you." I whisper.
Sometimes it is those who are closest to you that hurt you the most, cut the deepest, and abuse your kindness. This is the darkest hour of my life. The darkest whisper I set free.