Day 1
I was talking to Santana ( I know, I know—but she is kind of an expert in this department), and she said that one of the best ways to learn about myself sexually is to keep a sex journal. She called it something rather crude. Fuck thoughts book. So I figured I might as well try it.
What's there to lose really? It's not like I'm ever, in a million years, going to let anyone see this.
Santana told me to start by saying what we've done—and to be excruciatingly specific. I don't know why it helps, but I think I'm just going to listen to the resident sexpert.
Finn and I have been making love for about a month now. It doesn't hurt anymore which makes me a little more than ecstatic. I'm pretty sure he's even caused me to orgasm once or twice. My whole body got really tense, and it just felt like Finn and I had this whole new bond. He had done something amazing to my body and made it do things I didn't know it was capable of. Finn even said that he could feel my internal muscles contracting against his fingers and that is was, "Fucking hot as hell, babe." That was with his fingers though. Sadly Finn doesn't last quite long enough to get me to my peak during intercourse.
That's what we've done so far. I've even let him ejaculate on my palm after I gave him a some manual stimulation with my hand.
I think this is the part where Santana said I should list some things I want to try. Right now my list is a little long. Sex is just so interesting, and there are so many new possibilities opened for us. I'm very intrigued by oral sex, both giving and receiving. I… umm… I really want to taste Finn's… semen. Is there a better word for it? I must ask Santana… and different positions and a way to make Finn last long enough for his penis to feel those contractions and not just his fingers. I think it's a pretty nice list so far.
AN: I post these on Tumblr first so if you want to read ahead it's rach-studson (.) tumblr (.) com :). I hope that everyone likes this character study through sex :D.