Disclaimer V.A. In no way shape or form belongs to me. If it did Rose and Dimitri would be together and Tasha would be dead . It all belongs to the much talented Rachelle Mead.
Songs also not mine.
This is after Shadow kiss except no Attack and Dimitri is a dhampir after the night in the cabin he told Rose that they couldn't be together. Rose was pissed off went to Adrian he arranged for her to graduate early and be his guardian. They got married after some time. Rose knows Abe is her dad, their living at a court in Spain. Dimitri is Lissa's guardian. Lissa is with Christian.
Rose POV
"And you where standing in the wake of devastation when you waiting in the edge of the unknown. And with the cataclysm raining down insides crying save me now. You where there impossibility alone. Do you feel cold and lost in desperation you build up hope but failure is all you've known. Remember all the sadness and frustration and let it go, let it go."
I woke up to the sound of the song on the radio. I grabbed my alarm clock and trow it at the wall and said "Thank you Linkin Park." Just then my husband walks in chuckling, I glare at him. He smiles his no worries smile " Little Dhampir was it really necessary to kill the alarm clock?" I roll my eyes "yes, it was playing a song I didn't like." Adrian smiled "well then it deserved to die." I shook my head "I gotta get going don't wanna be late to work." Adrian pouted and said "We moved half way around the world to be away from everyone and you still work like crazy. Abe is paying for everything, and your still guarding." I smiled " you know me I have to be active and not have time... to think." He nodded and sighed "you still love him after all this time." I sighed and answered even if it wasn't a question "yes, even if he broke me. I still love him, but I love you too." He smiled and grinned before saying "Yes my wifey loves me, but more than him? I don't think so."
Just then Anton came running in "mommy! Daddy! " Adrian smiled as he picked up our son and asked "Whats up kiddo?". Anton looked just like Adrian he had green eyes and the Adrian messy hair do, but my color hair. Anton answered "Daddy, I want to go to the park today. Can we go?" I laughed as I walked to the closet to grab my guardian clothes knowing Adrian couldn't deny him anything. Just then I got pulled in to Lissa's head. She was talking to Christian very excited she said " I can't believe Abe is flying us out to Spain for Anton's birthday. I know Ashley misses him a lot." Ashley their daughter. Pyro then said "Dimitri doesn't even ask about her. Are you sure we shouldn't bring him?" Lissa knew everything she shook her head "No he asked us not to talk about Rose remember?" Pyro nodded "Okay , Okay but should we tell Rose we're coming?" Lissa laughed "Abe wants to surprise her so I'm guessing that's a no." Just then I managed to get back in my own head.
I managed to get dressed and walked out to my boys. Adrian was making me coffee and Anton was eating his cereal. Anton looked up and said "You have to work today mommy?" I smiled as I grabbed a donut and answered " Yeah hon, and I have lunch with your grandpa today." Adrian smirked "I'm guessing Abe want's you to go alone?" I eye rolled and answered "He want's some 'father daughter' time." Adrian nodded "well we're gonna go to the park today." I smiled knowing Anton talked him into it. I kissed both of them in the cheek "Alright be safe and please don't get in trouble while I'm at work. Love you both." with that I walked out the door to guard some Moroi that wanted to go out of the wards today.
APOV (A= Adrian , Ant= Anton)
I smiled to myself as I watched mine and Rose's son get ready to go to the park. I was thinking take that Cradle Robber I got the most wonderful girl in the world and you practactly gift wrapped her for me. I still remember that day she came running to me.
~Flash back~
I was laying in my bed channel surfing then I head the banging on my door I thought 'what now?' . I got up and went to my door and who should be there but my goddess herself . I smiled and she said "Well you gonna let me in Ivashkov or are you gonna stand there looking at me like you want to undress me?" I smiled and moved out of the way letting her in grinning as I said " what can I owe this visit to or are you here to bask in my presence?" She laughed but something was off very off. I pulled her into my arms and asked "Rose what's wrong?" she sighed into my chest " He... He left me." and by he I knew she was talking about that cradle robber Belikov I had to be there for her. She said " I talked to Lissa she knows everything... Adrian I want to leave I don't wanna wait till graduation . Please help me." I looked down into her pleading eyes. I knew there was a way . " Go sit on my bed I'm gonna make some calls Little Dhampir." she nodded. I called my aunt the Queen and asked if she could get Rose to graduate early. She asked why I said I wanted to go work at the court in Spain and wanted Rose to be my guardian that she was the best. My aunt agreed sure she hated Rose but she loved me and if I wanted something I got it. I smiled "Little Dhampir?" Rose looked up at me and said "Yeah?" I looked at her "Your trials are tomorrow in Spain we have to get going." Rose looked at me as if I was crazy. I said "Go pack we need to be in the airport soon. Oh and you'll be my guardian until Lissa graduates." Rose nodded and ran off to collect her things. I was happy I helped her because I loved this girl more than anything she's my muse.
~end of flashback~
Anton was putting on his little boots. I had never thought of me as a father or even Rose's husband but I loved it. I only drank when it was getting to hard Rose helped me keep it together a lot. I smiled at my son and said "Ant you ready to go to the park." he nodded and said "Papa podemos jugar fútbol?" (dad can we play soccer?) I grinned and smiled "Si ve por tu pelota." (yes go get your ball) being in Spain helped him so much. He was gonna be three soon and he already knew English and Spanish. As we went to the park he told me of his friends from day care and how none of them picked on him like they picked on the other dhampir's . I smiled knowing it had to do with me being his father and Rose being a bad ass guardian his mom.
DPOV
My Roza is with Ivashkov I pushed her into his arms. Now I'm here in my pitiful life. Being the Princess guardian isn't what bothers me it's that Roza should be here with me next to me, but no she's over with Ivashkov being his wife I had tried to block out all things Rose, but I couldn't I still loved her four years later and that night in the cabin was still replaying in my mind. The Princess walked in looking happy yet like something was bothering her that look I knew it meant they where going to go on a trip to Spain or in other words I got some time for me. Great!…not. Lissa started "Guardian Belikov, Christian, Ashley, and myself are going to Spain for the weekend. You can have those days off Guardians have been hired for the trip." or in other words you said you never wanted to see Rose again so you get to stay home while we go see her. Good going Belikov . Just then the voice in my head I've been calling Alex speaks up She was ours and you let her go you douche bag I responded I had to she wouldn't have concentrated and become a great guardian. Alex spoke great guardian? You jack ass shes off with Ivashkov being his all his while we're here fantasizing about her. Lissa looked at me and started "Dimitri do you love her?" I looked down and said "it doesn't matter princess she's married to Lord Ivashkov." Lissa sighed and said " she was yours and you broke her maybe you should come to Spain with us. You can't hide from her forever." then I knew she was right. I had to at least make sure she was being treated right.
Alex spoke again we can get her back.
I said no shes married, we will just watch her from a far.
Alex grumbled man we need to get layed and since you refuse to do it with anyone but her maybe...
I really didn't need him to remind me about everything again so I just went for a jog.
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